My Friend and My Foe. ( Counterpartshippping and Pawnshipping)

The Car Crash

Yuya's pov.

I was walking down the hall way after school. I turned the corner where Yuto's locker was. That's when I heard a crash. I saw some 17 year old just push Yuto in the locker. He looked pissed, but Yuto I couldn't tell his bangs where covering his eyes.

" You should of die in that car crash, not my sister." He snapped at Yuto.

Wait, what's that all about?

" you know that if I had the chance to go back I would change the outcome, but I can't." Yuto said, " but honestly.........i actually wished I died, because then I would have to go though the guilt every day."

I stood there shocked. I honestly couldn't believe what was coming out of Yuto's mouth. I almost wanted to cry.

" whatever, just don't talk me anymore." the guy said and walked away.

I ran over to Yuto and hugged him. He was shocked of a second, but hugged me back.

" how much did you hear? " he asked.

" enough." I replied.

He sighed and pulled away.

" we should get going." I said. He nodded and we left the school.

-time skip-

We where almost at my house when I spoke.

" hey Yuto?" I asked him.

"yeah." he answered.

" mind if I come over to your house?" I asked him again.

" sure." he said.

After we got to Yuto's house I walked inside. I was so big.

" wow your house is bigger then mine." I commented.

Yuto smiled. " thanks. "

" Oh Yuto your home." Some lady said as she walked into the room, " Who's your friend?"

" this is Yuya, Yuya this is my mom." He said.

"it's very nice to meet you." Yuto's mom said.

I smiled and replied." it's nice to meet you too."

When that was over me and Yuto went to his room, and of course it was covered in black. There where also some posters up. Yuto walked over to his bed and put his bag down by it. I did the same thing after analysing his room.

" So, Black? " I asked in a mocking tone.

" Yeah, what about it?" he asked back.

I laughed a little before replying " nothing."

Yuto just huffed and sat on the edge of his bed.  I followed and started down by him.

" hey Yuto......... " I stared.

" Yeah."  he replied.

I stayed silent for a moment think how to word it.

" I was wondering.......What you meant when you said ' I actually wish I died, Because they I wouldn't have to live with the guilt everyday.'?" I asked.

Yuto's pov.

Yuya said words hit me like a bullet, I looked down so my bangs where covering my eyes.

" it happened 8 years ago....."I said.

Flash back ( Yuto's still talking, I'm just going to explain in a flash back, also this is in 3rd person)

Yuto was 6 years old at the time, everything seem perfect in there family. Him and Yuri where best friends, they never fought. That was until that day happened.

It was early in the day and Yuto was hanging out with his dad and Shays younger sister LuLu.

" What are you making Yuto? " LuLu asked.

" A sword." he replied," what about you, what are you making?"

" a fairy wand." She replied back.

" Cool." Yuto said.

After a while noon came and Yuto's dad decided to talk them out to lunch.

" so where do you want to eat? " Yuto's dad asked.

" fries, I want fries? " LuLu replied.

" Well I want Chicken nuggets." Yuto said to.

Lulu was sitting in the front seat. While Yuto was in the back sitting g in the middle.

" okay Wendy's then. " he replied.

But right before turning into Wendy's. A speeding car came racing down the road, and before anyone had time to react. It slammed right in the side of the car and it flipped over on its side.

Yuto fell unconscious, but when he woke up. He got the horrible news, that both his father and Shay's younger sister died in the accident.

After that Yuto knew he must apologize to Shay about what happened, but when he did he said. "  why are you apologizing, it was an accident, I understand." I said.

Yuto knew he wasn't going to be forgiven that easy, so he stayed away from him.

After that Yuto started having panic attacks, like a lot, maybe 2-3 a day.

The doctor said Yuto had mental trauma from the accident, Yuto's mom took it well but Yuri never did. He was always mean to Yuto. He blamed him for what happened and deep inside Yuto thought Shay did to.

Yuto and Yuri never stopped hatting each other afterwards.

And it didn't help Yuto at all with what he was going though. With having panic attacks and Yuri hating him. Yuto feel into depression.

End flashback

Yuya's pov.

" That was 8 years ago, the mental trauma went away but the panic attacks didn't."
Yuto explained.

I was so shocked, I felt as if I could move.

Oh my God he's just like me. I thought

" So with all I've had to go though I'd rather be dead, then living knowing every one blames me." he said again.

It was at that moment I was able to get a hold of my self.

" Yuto......" I start but nothing else would come out.

" sorry to unload like that, I know it's a lot to take in. " He said.

" it's fine. " I said.

We both weren't able to say anything else.

That was until it hit me. Everything Yuto's done for me, how happy he makes me feel. If he wasn't here, I wouldn't have felt happy.... ever. And that's also when I realized all the feelings I have for him. At this moment, I couldn't care less if he didn't feel the same way, I just knew I had to tell him that someones going to be here for him.

I turned so I was facing Yuto. Yuto also turned.

I didn't say anything. I did, look up and cought Yuto's eyes on mine.

Then that's when it happened. I rapped my arms around his neck and kissed him.

I could tell he was shocked, but what shocked me was I felt him kiss back. He also rapped his arms around my waist.

After a few seconds, which felt like hours, we broke the kiss. 

We didn't say anything.  But I did put my head in his shoulder.

The silence was then broke, when Yuto said one simple sentence, that meant the world.

" You helped me a lot, Thank you, Yuya.......I love you. "

I felt like crying. Yuto meant so much to me.

" I love you too, Yuto. " I said.

That was one of the best days of my life.

A/n. Hello. Yeah new chapter. Interesting.....you know what's funny Yuto's my favorite character out if the whole series and look how broken I made him. Sorry Yuto. Anyways next chapter will be pawnshipping. So until then, bye.