You know I am going through some hard time because of that shitty habit of yours. You excelled in your life, your studies... why ruining all of this now? Wasn't your dad's experience enough for you ?? talk to me mark... I'm living everyday because of the trust I have in you...your intelligence the leader in you. if it wasn't for you I would be killing myself right now, everyday in my life was about making of you the child any mother would ever dream of....and you let me down....! Tears overwhelmed her and she couldn't talk anymore.
If only he knew how I survived in that operations room or how better my life would have been if i wasn't spending a fortune on my heart disease medication... you should be aware of the risks more than anyone else, you're free but just know that my heart won't take this anymore and I can't see my son becoming me or maybe worse.
I was calm listening to them... even my inner self had no answer, I didn't know if what i felt was guilt. I couldn't understand why my soul was breaking, and yet, not a single tear has fallen down from the eyes of the beast inside of me.
just tell me what to do ?? talk to me mark ?? is there any reason for you to smoke ? do you have any problem... any problem at home? at school? I would solve it just talk to me ?
Since when did people smoke because of problems... I said to myself and then i realized that I'm just smoking for no reason.
the next day Mom received a phone call telling her that my dad was in a crucial situation in the hospital...He was dead on our arrival.
"You killed him..." my mother said... I saw no soul in her body,and I saw no life in her eyes.
She killed herself on my father's funeral day.
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