A child holding his mother's hand, watching a bunch of people wearing some stupid green clothes taking his dad to his last destination...tears falling over the ignorance of the 11 years old child I was. I've prayed for him to Come back alive, so that I could be the reason of his death 6 years later.
''you killed him'' my mother said
I've killed him...
Dead inside with no more tears to pay and no more pain to be felt I watched emptiness filling my small world making of me the nothingness I was...until she came.
Wake up asshole
Huh !?
My mind was so messed up when she kissed me...
Time to go it's 5pm... I've been watching you sleeping for an hour !!
Who opened the door for you ?
You know...you've been farting out loud when you were asleep it smells like rotten eggs in your room right now!
Fuck you !
She watched me wearing my shoes, and I watched her opening the windows.
You know...staying in a toxic room just to watch you sleep is actually what we call ''true love'' she said ironicaly.
Fabulous ! I've farted again get used to my way of expressing love.
For someone who cries when sleeping you should stop farting to keep some of the cuteness.
It was just a weird dream...lets go we're late.
We walked in silence, I saw curiousity and hesitation in her eyes when she finally talked.
What was the dream about ?
I wasn't ready to talk about that... I've never talked to anyone about that, I kept the guilt in my throat for about two years. Another cigarette pressed between my lips...the smoke exhale was the only answer I could give, no answer would set me free from the guilt of the crime I've commited, just like the smoke, every answer will disperse leaving a look of pity on people's eyes.
Let's make a deal. Ruin my life in revanche I'll fix yours.
Fix what exactly ? The past ? I'm a hopeless case Rita...
Why do you keep smiling when talking about that?
I see no reason to ruin those rare moments of happiness I'm having in your presence.
Your happiness is unrelated to me or to anyone else, it belongs to you. An independant happiness.
For now you are my everything, I see no happiness without you.
WHAT IF I'M GONE ? And a tear drop has fallen.
I can't let you go. Her head was pressed on my chest.
A cigarette ?
Yes...
To be continued...
Well sorry for the late update again xD, I'm really thankful that some of you are still reading it.
Special thanks to Mery and chaymae.
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