I'm sick of feeling like I'm nothing to everybody, and that they only care when I'm close to physically dying. I try my best to be what others want me to be but its hard when everyone wants me to be something different. I might as well just give up on so many things and die. A lot of people have told me to and I've thought about it so much... I've wrote the notes I just need to get the confidence in myself to actually do it... I've come pretty close already and that was only the other day. Who am I kidding no one gives a damn if I left. It wouldn't matter to anyone what happened to me. I could be gone for a month before someone noticed I had gone. I might as well hire a hit man to do it for me. Can't get done for murder if its only an insignificant life. A life that isn't worth living. And another reason why I should hire a hitman, people couldnt feel bad for not making me 'happy and feel special' its as if im nothing anyway but would it really matter if I left? Would anyone even notice? Would anyone even care? Would I be missed? Or would people celebrate? It would be better for everyone if I left so I am seriously thinking about going. I'm not hurting anyone or anything if I did go, things would be better. But honestly who would give a shit if I left???
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