Trans Boy (Crankiplier)

Sleep Over Pt 1

'Marks POV'
(HOLY CRAP IT'S SOMEONE ELSE'S POV)
(Also from now on every chapter might be slightly triggering so be warned)
Its been two days since Ethan seen them, even though I promised him I would stop I just couldn't stop, the thoughts keep coming back, what Tammie said kept coming back:
"FREAK"
"NO ONE WILL LOVE YOU"
"JUST GO AND DIE"
"SO FUCKING FAT AND UGLY"
Everything she said was true, which is what led me to not eating for the past two days and adding more cuts to my arms, I don't think anyone has caught on to me not eating lunch, or that I've been wearing long sleeves but they have caught on that I have been sadder then normal but nearly everyone thought it was just the breakup, everyone apart from Ethan, who knew it was my depression acting up
~before the sleep over~
I stood outside Ethans house waiting for him to finish getting ready, I was messing with the end of my sleeves when I felt something jump on my back. It took me a second to realise it was Ethan, and when I did I grabbed onto his legs to keep him from falling, when we got half way to Sean's he got off my back and we walked beside each other. Apparently my sleeve must had come up a bit because I heard him gasp and felt him pull my arm closer to him "Mark, please try to stop" "I do try, it's just my thoughts get to me" "if to u ever feel like you need to cut, texts me. I don't care if it's the middle of class or the middle of the night I will answer" "Ethan, why do you care so much about me?" "Because I've gone through it myself" "what?" "Mark, I was heavily bullied in my last school for coming out as transgender, I became suicideal, my arms are still covered in bruises and my thighs are covered in scars" "oh, I didn't know that" "no one else apart from you and my mom know" "okay, I will try my hardest to stop but I can't promise" "okay" Ethan smiles and hugs me, I hug back and I got a weird feeling in my stomach 'no Mark, you can't like him. You just got out of a relationship with someone' we pulled away from the hug and continued to walk to Jacks house. We got there first, after Sean of course, and the three of us were talking while we waited for the others to arrive, and apparently they were bringing their girlfriends and Sean's girlfriend was coming too so it ment everyone was sharing a bed with someone: Wade was with Molly, Bob was with Mandy, Ken was with Mary, Sean was with Signe, Felix was with Marzia so that left Mark and Ethan to share a bed between them. Which as gonna be fun.

(woo a part even longer then the last. Also I'm actually getting really into this story)
(Also should Amy be included into this in a later chapter because I'm thinking of adding Amy and Kathryn into the story I just don't know if you guys would want that)