(Trigger warning: mentions of cutting and suicide)
'Ethans POV'
Mark sees me and jumps and tried to hide his arms but I walked over and held his wrists to stop him. "Mark, why?" I look into his eyes "BECAUSE NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME ETHAN THAT'S WHY!" Mark shouts then breaks down. I pull him into a hug and he hugs back, crying into my shoulder and I rub his back 'I can't tell him now, I just can't' 'but the sleep over is in two days' 'I'll tell him tomorrow'. I start humming quitely to help Mark calm down, and after about an hour or so he calms down. "Come in Mark, we better clean and wrap your arms up" "okay, also could you please not tell anyone this happened" "I won't, don't worry" "that you so much" "But Mark, the sleep over is I n two days, how are you gonna hide them" "I'll wear long sleeves" "okay"
I wrapped Marks arms up and hugs him again "Please don't ever to that again" "I'll try not to but I can't make any promises" "okay" Mark smiles and looks at me then a slightly confused look appears on his face "Ethan?" "what?" "what are you wearing under the t-shirt?" 'shit the sleeve came off my shoulder, just say why as calmly as you can' "W-what I-i wearing is a-a b-binder. I-i transgender..." I look down expecting the worst, not expecting to be pulled into a tight hug which I hugged back to,smiling. "Mark, why do you cut?" "it gets rid of the pain" "what pain?" "the pain of losing those close to you" "what do you mean?" "I lost my dad to cancer two years ago and a friend to suicide a year ago" "oh Mark, that's terrible" "and I've had depression for five years, but please do not tell the others that. They don't know about it" "don't worry, I won't. So, you wanna watch a movie?" "YES!" I smile and giggle "you pick the movie, I'll see what food their is to eat" "there is peanut butter-" "I can't eat that I'm allergic, so you have peanut butter, I'm gonna look for food I can eat" "have fun with that" "I shall" we got the food and Mark picked the movie UP and we were teary eyed after the first 10 minutes
(This one is short but I've been overwhelmed by exams but imma try to write over the weekend)
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Trans Boy (Crankiplier)
FanficTHIS STORY HAS TRIGGERING MATTERS Im not good at descriptions Ethan is a transgender (ftm) student at his new school Mark is a regular student but secretly has depression DISCLAIMER: I am not Trans nor do I have depression but I do know the fee...
