Dear Grayson

I'm a shameless hoe

Some point in your life you get confused. You don't know what to do. You don't know where you will end up. I'm having one of those moments right now. The only thing keeping me grounded is Grayson. And you know what? When I need him he is now a phone call away.
After the night of looking out to the ocean and eating ice cream and just getting to know each other better we exchanged numbers. It seemed normal. Just like he was a boy that seemed into me and just wanted my number. A boy that wants to know me better.

I didn't get much sleep last night. I was tossing, turning and smiling at all the little things I remembered about that day.

It was magical. A dream come true. I never gave up. I never stopped believing that one day I would meet the twins and they would just make my live better.

It was 12 and I still had not gotten out of bed. Grayson hadn't called nor texted. But he did like my recent I posted on Instagram. Which was a picture of our ice creams with the view in the background. I captioned it, "with this sprinkles kid 💕". I didn't tagged him in the picture and I didn't want anyone I knows what was happening with me and him. My phone beeped and I quickly checked the message.

Nat: I can't believe you did that to me.

Grayson and I went and picked my phone up from Ethan before he dropped me home. I wasn't sure how it went with Nat and him but I'm guessing she was going to tell me now.

Chels: sooo what happened b?
Nat: ughhhh he was perfect
Chels: well your welcome Nat! You talked to Ethan Dolan 😏
Nat: he was so sweet. I'm shook. He followed me on twitter then sent me a dm when he was going to bed! I'm just..... ughhh I love you!
Chels: love you too b x

My phone beeped, I knew it was Grayson straight away because I set another sound just for his messages and calls. I wasn't missing any.

Gray: hey Chels we might be able to hang out later tonight. I have to make sure I edit for tomorrow. If I finish I will come and pick you up later tonight. Love you x

And yet again, Grayson is giving me heart problems.

After having a shower I decided to watch shameless all day until Grayson texted me.

Five episode down, he finally did. It was a short, sweet and simple message.

Gray: I'm done editing, sorry it took so long I wanted to make the video perfect. I miss you already and it's only been a day. After we upload tomorrow I will pick you up and we can go to the movies how does that sound?

Chels: perfect x

I watched another episode of Shameless and then my phone beeped again.

@/graysondolan posted a picture

I quickly opened my Instagram app and clicked into the recent picture.

It was the same one I posted earlier.
Just with another caption.

"My princess 👑"

Authors note/

For one of my best internet friends Bri. I know you read this because you are always telling me to upload! Just know I'm always here for you. I'm always around. I love you, Ethan loves you. He cares okay. You are the sweetest girl. You deserve the world.

One day B. One day you will meet them x

(Not edited)
•love you lil tishes,
Charlie•