Life as a nerd

accidents happen

ABBYS POV
A couple days after the accident, I told my mum everything what happen at the party and she took me straight to the hospital to see jess.
I entered Jess's room and sat on the chair next to her. I felt like I didn't do anything to stop her, why am I so stupid , why did I say yes, I'm getting really depressed saying all those thing out loud, my mum next to me tend to put her hand on my shoulder, but I refused I nudged back and said " fuck off ".
" beg your pardon ".my mum says frightened
" just leave me alone ".
Jess never opened her eyes! Ugh I'm fucking stupid,
My mum and me never spoke a word during in car home, we got home and I slammed the car door, my mum still didn't talk, I pushed the door open and went straight to the bathroom.

I cried for a good 1 and a half hours, I felt really depressed, so I was going to take pills that could kill me instant, just before my mum walked in because I forgot to lock the door, she smacked the pills out my hand and sat on the floor with me, I felt ok after that.

I've been telling my mum everything , that's been going on everyday, I've been getting home schooled since 7days ago.

One afternoon I had a visitor, " honey u got someone at the door ", I walked down my stairs and looked out the door it's my bestie josh I've known him since kinder garden, " nice to see u again Abby ",
" same here", wow ur even more beautiful than I remember " josh says in a sexy tone, uh is he flirting or what I thought to myself.

" come in, come in ".
" sure , thx " he relied
" drink?"
" Yes please "
" soda "
" sure "
We began to talk for the rest of the evening and he had dinner with us, I found out he goes to the same high school I used to go! Someone in my head told me to go back because of him but he other said stay home !!.

" honey, josh is sleeping over for 8 weeks, is that ok with u". Mum said
". Um ok ".
" great ".

Because we don't have enough bed he has to sleep with me ( not in that way )!!

We had dinner than me and josh chilled in my room, we are now playing truth or dare
I go first
" truth or dare josh?"
" truth"
" do you have a girlfriend?"
" no "
Josh turn
" truth or dare Abby ?"
" dare☺️"
" ok, I dare you to kiss me "
Freeze alert, he wants to kiss me wow ok well he is my bestie after all.
" I kissed him so fast it was faster than lightning ".

Mum walked in my room and said " bed time "
" ok mom "
I jumped in bed first in my sports bra and skinny shorts. I got the spot next to the wall.
Josh jumped into bed on the other side wearing only boxers.
I turned my head and saw his abs I just stared at them, he obviously knew I was looking at him so I turned over against the wall, I heard him move closer to me and he had put his arm around me, I felt safe we slept like that for the rest of the night!!!

" I sill haven't heard from Paige she's not answering any of my text" I said to my mum
" she's probably busy ". Give it time
" ok"
Hey mum "  I said
" yes , sweetie "
I took a deep breath in and out " I want to go back to school ".
" um well that's excellent I'll get u enrolled soon"
" yay thx mum ur the best ".

We all sit at the table eating breakfast I kept glazing into josh's beautiful eyes, he caught me staring and we meet eye to eye not breaking away, but I had to look away. And continued to eat

Next day.... school
I woke up around 6 ish and jumped in the shower josh was awake also, josh walked in the bathroom and brushed his teeth, he kept looking in the mirror at me he didn't see anything tho, I stood up tall and covered myself with a towel.
Our eyes meet again
" umm I need my clothes ", he passes me my clothes and I walked off to get dressed,
BEEP BEEP
The bus is here josh ".
" coming ".
He came running down and we sat next to eachother on the bus.
13mins later
We arrived, as I get off the bus I regret every moment I felt like when I was here , I entered the gates and to my class room so I dont get lost, josh kept getting high fives / knuckles / fist pumps. He's popular, MIND BLOWN

Ring ring the siren rang for the class
" I went through the doors and found a seat right at the back left corner again. It's like where losers sit. Still haven't heard from jess or Paige I'm dating to myself!!!
Two girls entered the room " Holy shit"
I said under my breath Paige what . She's a total slut. I just ignored her as she flicked her hair back at me and rolled her eyes.
Ring Ring end of class

Nothing happen that much
Me and josh caught the bus back and there was a letter in my mailbox saying mystery mask prom" cool" you going ".
" depends are you going ", yes
Than I am too". Josh said with excitement. He cames in closer to kiss me and I pushed back. And kept walking. Awkward

4weeks later the prom
I got my white feather mask and a black and white flashy dress " josh came Down stairs and saw me ". I was actually nervous.
My mum drove us to
We arrived,
I went in and partied and had a couple drinks I brung,someone came up to me
And said " follow me " he took me to a dark room ", I couldn't see anything and I was drunk so I wasn't paying attention on what I was doing".

" I love you " a guy said he started to roam his hand on my shoulders and stomach, I just went along with it anyways I was drunk".
" I l-Ove u tooo ". Guy " call me j
" ok j"
Omg I'm so pissed
He kissed me passionately, I kissed back, not breaking the kiss between us he started to say " wanna play a game " I agreed " yes "
" ok "
He ripped my dress off, now I'm only wearing skinny shorts and a bra,
I took his shirt off and he took his pants off ( we are in a really dark room so we can't see eachother ).
We did it that night:
Than I walked out the room and saw it was......
to be continued vote and comment who it is
1. Random guy
2.josh
3. The guy who was doing it with Paige in the closet at the party???