After I overheard the doctors talking to my mom telling her that the Phalanxifor had stopped working and that my tumors were growing bigger I started to cry, I wanted to see Agustus again, but I knew if I died it would cause my family great pain. Now that Agustus is gone, I use his metaphor to keep his memory alive, plus I still have Isaac, and him not being able to see still...Isaac got a new girlfriend, her name is Julie and she doesn't care about his eyes, all she cares about is his personality and that is what I think love is.It is how Agustus and I were. "Mom, I'm gonna tell you the same way I told Agustus, I'm a grenade, and soon I'm going to blow up and destroy everything in my path,but nobody understands that." I told my mom. "Hazel! Don't say that!" Mom said. "Well, it's true and you need to realize that one day I'm gonna be gone and happy with Agustus,and you're still going to be on earth sobbing over my death at my funeral and I'll say, I told you so!" I told mom. "Hazel..." Said mom. It was about a week later that I started kemo and everything and the tumors went down more but one day I started feeling strange,like nothing was real...
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