"Do you feel okay Hazel?" Mom asked me. "I could be better." I said but I really felt like shit." Hey mom? Do you ever feel like nothing was real?" I asked her. "Well, that's probably because when you think about something to much, nothing seems real." Mom said."Yes, that is true but..." I said. "But nothing, Hazel,I know how you feel..." Mom told me. So, I just went on with my business. Anyways, I have been thinking about Augustus a lot lately and started to wonder what he would do if i started to like another guy. I'm kinda scared but I don't know if I should, i know that he would want me to be happy but...I hope that he doesn't mind until I get up there with him...
