Is she really HER?

Chapter - 5

Amisha's pov:

Within an hour I will be undergoing a surgery and the only thing I am requesting God is that Avi should always be happy with me or with out me in his life. 

I really didn't understand what to do when my doctor said me that I have cancer and need to undergo a lot of stages in  treatment. So, I did try to maintain distance from everyone but staying on one room and not talking & answering calls from anyone. It was really tough staying away from Avi.

But being distance for these months may have decreased his love towards me. So, I am ready to accept what ever happens after surgery. It would be really awesome to stay alive and live with my Avi but I would be happy if Avi moves on in his life, even if my surgery fails which results in my death.

I closed my eyes and prayed to god that, 'Avi should meet his soul mate and live happily.' My thoughts were interrupted when I heard my mom's words.

"Amisha, the nurse just informed me that they will take you the operation theater within 5 minutes and you need to change into this hospital gown" She said smiling lightly.

I nodded and changed my clothing then mom asked me
"Amisha, are you thinking about Avi?"

I nodded my head and tears started flowing out of my eyes. My mom hugged and consoled me. She started rubbing my back by telling
"Shh it's ok Amisha, let's be positive. If your surgery gets succeeded then you can live with Avi happily and he will happily accept you back once he knows the reason."

I broke the hug and asked her
"I too want that to happen mom but what if I die after surgery? That's the reason I tried to keep a lot of distance from Avi. Avi is a good guy, mom. He deserve to have happy and peaceful life"

My mom wiped off my tears and said
"Don't worry Amisha, everything will be fine"

Then we heard a knock on the door and the nurse asked us
"Mam, did you change into hospital dress? We have to go now and it's getting late too"

I looked at my mom and we both hugged for last time and then she opened the door. I laid on the stretcher and they took me to the operation theater. The last thought in my brain was
'Avi, I am missing you'

Avi's pov:

I really felt bad after knowing what Amisha was undergoing since her childhood. So, I requested the address of her house from the manager and he gave me only after a giving a strict warning that I should behave properly. 

The moment I reached home I rang the bell so many times and she didn't open the door. After 30 minutes she opened door and  it was then I saw, her face has a lot of tear stains and they look little bit puffy because of continously crying and she yelled

"WHAT DO YOU WANT NOW?"

I hugged her and didn't say anything. I could feel that she getting uncomfortable so I broke the hug.

"What..what..is going on?"

"I am extremely sorry Amisha, I didn't think you had such horrible past ..I ..I am extremely sorry."

"It's ok leave it and please come in"

I smiled lightly and stepped inside. Her house was beautiful and all the walls are painted in very dark colors. My Amisha loved only light colors. Then I heard Amisha speaking

"What are you thinking ?"

I smiled and said
"My Amisha love to paint light colors for the walls."

She also smiled listening to it and went into kitchen..I took that time to observe the living room. There were no photos of her family or her childhood. When I was still thinking about the incident that manger said me about her father leaving her a baby on the door step of someone else she came near me and gave a cup of coffee.