Sometimes, the world crumbles around me.
I'll be fine then I won't.
Just like that.
That quickly, my entire life changes.
I become engulfed in this storm raging inside my mind.
I forget how to smile, how to laugh.
All I know is I'm not okay.
I'm not okay at all.
All I know is that the pain in my head somehow becomes pain in my body.
My muscles weak and heavy.
My mind spinning in a thousand thoughts into one single moment of emptiness, and yet I keep it to myself.
A secret kept to the grave.
Fear takes over and silence ensues.
My struggles are my own,
Not the cares of others.
Why burden anyone with
Pointless shit that even I can't
Make any sense of?
So I just lay here.
Alone.
This body is a coffin,
And I'm buried alive.
