love sick

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I find it easier to sleep than to fall asleep . Sleep is like a battle some times it is easy to get up then to fall. But then there is days where it's easier to fall then to get up . Those seem best . It's easier to be unnoticed then to be noticed at times . Well I haven't introduced myself and I very much don't feel like explaining who I am . But soon. " ms. Wright " . Ugh day dreaming seems best . Reality ? Never . People are so much more cruel than the dreams people have--- " Mayra Wright " . " what?" . " welcome back to English . Pay attention or I'm gonna have to call your parents Again ms.Wright and I don't want to have to keep doing that" . " no one said you had to call them but fine . Keep teaching " . " thank you . Now back to what I was saying guys " . Now that was Mr. Hicks , my annoying English teacher . As now you guys know my name . Hello , I am Mayra Wright . A junior at Lockwood high . A nerd? No , but I get good grades . Sports fan ? Hmmm no . A loner? I would say yes . Most people have tons of friends or at least five . Me? I only got two . The three of us keeps to ourselves - bell rings - hear that ? Time for me to return to reality - class packing their things up and shifting to their next class - " ms. Wright , May I talk with you for a minute ?" . " sure " . " why do you always ignore my class " - student walks in and interrupts Mr. Hicks and Mayra's conversation - " well Mr. Hicks to be clear your class is sort of boring" . " well to be fair Mr. Carter your grades in my class aren't looking so well as for ms. Wright her grades in my class are perfect but Mayra I just wish you would pay more attention in my class" . " Mayra wright? " . " do I know you ? " " Mr. Carter take a seat. Mayra you are good to go , just please pay more attention thank you " . " Mayra.....you don't remember me ?". " I'm sorry no I don't . But I have to go ..... but okay Mr. Hicks " . Carter? Carter? Carter? Where have I heard of that name before . It's so familiar. "Heyy Mayra wait up " - two familiar voices call from behind - " oh hey Casey and Tristine .... do you guys know anyone with the last name carter" - both Casey and Tristine looked at eachother with confusion - " Are you talking about Colton ? " . " Casey is she okay ? Mayra you live right next door to Colton Carter how do you not know the biggest clown in lockwood? ". COLTON CARTER . the boy next door. My childhood crush . The boy my parents forbidden me to see , talk , or hang with . The boy who was my first friend . " hello earth to Mayra" . " I am sorry I have to go.....".