love sick

dad?

Ever since yesterday I don't think I ever felt so distraught.  I can't sleep. Haven't been able to in a while . Colton asked for help . Am I capable of helping him ? If so how can I help him? I can't put him in rehab . His dad will find out and probably kill me or him . I need to fig--- - mayra was cut off by the yelling of her parents so late- " she doesn't know and doesn't need to know . It will destroy her . If you even dare to tell her I will divorce you or even worse " . " she is my daughter not yours . You have no right to tell me what I can and can't tell her . It's sad you want her to grow up and not know who her real father is . I don't care what Carter has done that's his daughter and she has the right to know why she really left ". Please tell me I didn't hear what I just heard . " listen you two . You guys are so loud I'm pretty sure she heard you . So no need on hiding such big news . Now go talk to mayra" . I feel sick - mrs. Wright knocks on the door entering with her father and abuela following along - " mi Amor please don't be angry with us " . "Mami , I am angry . You guys sent me away for 6 years. All cause you couldn't even dare to be fair and tell me mr. Carter is my real father and I shared my first kiss with my brother " . " your twin brother " . How is he my twin when he is a few days older then I am " . " you were a stingy ass baby ". " hush.  I don't want to hear anything from you . Telling my mother not to tell me my real father isn't you . Are you jealous that I might call him dad ? Or anything . Are you jealous he is my father and not you ? But then again if you guys lied to me about who my real father is and why I left then you guys are probably lying about mr. Carter being my father or Colton be my brother ¿ Abuela por favor dime que esto es falso ? " . If Colton is my brother . Well my twin and mr. Carter is my father . Does that mean mr. Carter is hurting himself and my brother with drugs over my mother and father ? I don't get it . Why fight over this now ? Disgusting . " mi amor,  they are telling the truth . Just listen to you're mother" -mayra looks at her mother with a look of anger with a hint telling her to go on and finish - " bebe listen , when me and yebien . Well mr. Carter were together he got mad at me over everything . From the minute I told him I was pregnant to when we found out we were having twins he became a junkie . Well of course me and him were still together , i was helping him try to get help and it worked till you and Colton turned two and the doctor's diagnosed you're grandmother with cancer and he became depressed and started drinking , going to bars , and began cheating . See, when I left him you guys were four . I put up with everything until he later lost his mother and ended up putting me in the ICU for weeks . Me and yabien came up with the agreement of splitting you and your twin apart . I should have took your brother as well but he always wanted a son . The reason we sent you off is because your father threaten to take you from me . I couldn't risk that happening . Your father wanted to let you know who he is but I wasnt ready to tell you , till now " . Well , then i guess I might as well tell Colton . " Mami , does Colton know ? " - both parents exchange looks - " yes princesa he knows , we told him the day you left 6 years ago " . So Colton knew but couldn't tell me last night when we spoke. Well I guess now I know how I'm gonna help him .