love sick

moving day

I wish I wouldn't have asked mayra for help . I wish Jose wasn't wasn't dragged in my mess . I'm grateful for their help . But I feel hopeless . Now I'm moving in with Jose and his mother . She probably doesn't like me or even remembers me . " hey buddy you up and ready to go , my mother is excited to hear you will be staying with us " ." Yea I'm ready " ." So , how does your mother don't know what happened". Maybe that's a good thing . "well i never told her and good cause we're about to leave " - few moments later Colton goes up stairs and into Jose's car saying bye to Mayra - I wonder if my father misses me . Who knows cause he only uses me to do drugs . Made me turn into a failure . Made me lose a friend .  A sister at that - 40 minutes later Jose and Colton arrive at the house with ms. Chavez outside waving her hand at the boys pulling up in the drive way and getting out of the car - " Hello boys" . " Hello ms. Chavez " . " Hello Mr. Carter long time no see how has my second son been ". " I been good how about yourself ?" . " still polite I see......well i been doing good too well I have my night shift so I'm sorry I can't show you to where you will be sleeping but dinner is cooked and on the table , Jose make him feel at home , I love you boys . See you's both tomorrow " - Ms. Chavez got in her car and drove to work - " let's go eat I'm hungry" - the boys went into the kitchen and ate - " Im sorry " ." Carter what are you talking about ". " for dragging you into helping me ". " listen . To be frank with you , you've always been my man's okay . But I stopped associating with you because of the way you acted when drugged up or high . You acted like a douche . You probably don't remember getting kicked off the football team for missing practice , came to school high and they seen needle marks and they couldn't risk anyone seeing the marks or bruises " . " I was really fucked up . I ruined everything for my self didn't I ". " stop it bro . Your father peer pressured or forced you into taking the drugs , it's not you're fault bud,  don't stress it man were still family " . " thanks man I appreciate it " . " hey don't worry but man I'm going to help you get Better . Watch you're going to pass . And graduate . Your mom will watch you and Mayra walk that stage . Just wait on it ". " my mother ? You mean Mayra's? ". " hey , just talk to Mrs. Wright, that's your mother still okay " . " yea you're right " . " well it's getting late , let's head to sleep " . " okay " - Jose shows Colton to his room - " good night Carter " . " goodnight Jose " - Jose closes Carter's door and head to sleep - I guess I was worse then I thought...............