Acting in Love

Its Starting

   A week or so had gone by of Ricky and I laying low and staying completely at home. Under strict orders from my management, I'm not to be seen, at all, by anyone, with or without Ricky

Throughout the past couple days, I have been posting selfies and tweets with cryptic captions basically hinting that we broke up. My sweet babes have been sending me love, thinking I'm heartbroken. I hate lying to them like this

I wake up on top of Ricky's chiseled chest. I start running my nails down the crease in his stomach. My mind follows my finger moving in circles, as I slip into my thoughts

This shit doesn't even make sense. If I'm supposed to be "broken up" with Ricky then we can't be living together and right now he lives with me. I'm not saying I want to kick him out, but it's not like I can hole him up here forever. And even if he does go back to his old house, how am I ever going to get over there without anyone seeing. The stupid ass paparazzi capture my every move the second I leave my house. This whole situation is fucked, why did I ever agree. It's not like I could've refused, they would've forced me to do it anyways

Today's the day.

Today's the first day I have to be out and about with Mac. Our management and all that have our first encounters all planned but after that it's up to us to keep all this looking like a romance

I guess Mac's not the worst person they could hook me up with. We had made "The Way" a few years back and I owe that song a lot of my early popularity. He's cool or whatever, he wasn't a perv or anything the last time I talked to him.

Before Ricky they had hooked me up with Big Sean and it was cool for awhile, we actually really liked each other maybe even loved, but something just clicked and we just weren't into each other anymore. I'm lying. Why am I lying, I'm thinking to myself. I guess they've brainwashed me so much I changed the way I think. Nothing clicked. Rumors swirled around that he was cheating and they weren't wrong. I had caught him once and forgave him but after that I just couldn't trust him. I had shut myself away from him and we drifted apart.

I'm pulled out of my thoughts when the light shining in from the window catches my eye.

A thought pops into my mind as I look at a sleeping Ricky

This might be our last morning together for a while so might as well

I sit up and carefully straddle my self on to his hips. I tilt my head to let my messy morning pony tail hang to the left as I lean down to his neck. I suck and kiss all over his neck leaving my mark, while my hand wanders around his abs. I felt his friend harden under me but he didn't wake up until after a few nibbles on his ear lobe

A flustered but very happy Ricky wakes up

"Good Morning" he smiles while his sleepy eyes threaten to close again

"Good Morning Baby" I chirp leaning down and kissing his soft lips

"Your in a good mood I see" he says rubbing my thighs

"Yeah I guess so" I respond not really wanting to get into anything this early in the morning "Cmon let's go take a shower" I wink pulling him out of bed and into the bathroom with me

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Ricky and I had spent the day lounging around and all snuggled up. It was hard having to explain to Ricky that we can't live together and he has to leave so that it looks like we're not together anymore. Thankfully he was really understanding about it. At least that's what he told me