i know now,
and it hurts so much.
it starts in my stomach,
then my lungs run out of air.
my throat closes, tightens.
and i'm crying
i am crying.
and its you
you have done this
i have done this.
the pain
i cant see
i cant feel
because its you
its YOAUOUYOU
leave me
please,
for my love for you
consumes me.
i am left bone bare,
no words on my tongue
for you
for me.
it was all in my head,
in my head.
you were never even ever ever here,
i hate you
i hate you,
please love me.
