i am yours,
even if you don't want me
even if you can't see.
at the closing of my eyes
i am greeted by you,
your embrace
fits so perfectly.
when i wake,
and am forced to meet reality,
i am numb
and so
so confused.
you come everyday,
is it for me?
how can i know?
tell me,
please.
for this feeling
that i'm feeling
that i have felt
time
and time
again.
it hurts
so badly.
whisper it in my ear,
write it with your tongue.
stab my heart
and spell it,
with all that i am.
all that you are.
i need clarity,
before i burst,
into a million
p i e c e s.
and they will all be you.
because you live in my veins,
my brain
my fingertips
and lips.
my own heart
screams
howls for you
every night.
longing,
for the one thing
it will ever have
that truly matters.
