She covered her mouth keeping her sobs silent while her body trembled and shook. Her chest feeling heavy and tight. The feeling of pure heart break. He had gotten what he wanted now she's just a used rag. Thrown away like nothing. She sobbed out loud feeling her chest close tightly tears rushing down her cheeks.
Why? Why does it hurt? Does she regret falling for him? No. She regrets not being good enough. Now she's just used up snot coming out of her nose, red eyed ,tear stain cheeks a pathtic sight, truly. No other way to put it. Now she lays in bed sobbing crying her eyes out to some one who doesn't even notice.
She should give up. And go back to the happy front she put on. Start pushing people away again. Then she wouldn't be pathtic. Dragging herself to her mirror she grimced and smashed her fist through it. Disgusted with her appearance .
"I will never be good enough."
Hurtful words from her peers repeating in her head. Ugly. Short. Wanna be. Emo. Freak. Little miss kiss up. Everything repeating over and over while her touched her scars. She was never going to be good enough. As she peers said she should just die no one would care nor notice.
To those reading sorry this seems so depressing. This "book" was meant for a release of stress. If any one has anything they want up I'll gladly put it in this book and dedacate it to you. if you don't want people to know you wrote it then that's fine but I'll still put a note up that it wasn't my work but yours just not using your name. Thank you for reading .
