She woke with a gasp. Replaying the dream. Breaking into sobs. It was better. If they stop talking altogether. If he fell in love with someone else. She isn't the girl he fell in love with. She's broken...shattered. Hardly happy anymore. Always fighting tears at school. She needs to stop holding him back. Like in the dream he goes around and talks to whoever he wants when she can't see. She would prefer standing up front instead of in the back sobbing quietly. No matter how much it would crush her its better he be with the girl then with someone who is always in pain. Feeling pathtic wearing his sweater to sleep hoping to sleep a peaceful dream. She's only half of everything she's ever been. Half..no more like nothing. He has her heart he could have mold it to whatever he wanted. But now the only thing it does is bleed and break. Her body can't handle it anymore. She can't get up from bed anymore. Her body is shutting down...and she welcomes it. The better...for everyone. Don't look for her she won't be there anymore just an empty shell. Getting through life as a robot. Answering questions with reasonable answers. No more smiling. No more laughing. No more light in her eyes. Just a ghost of a girl that once was. Goodbye my love...
Forever yours
J.O.
