Feeling lost and worried. On the edge freaking out wondering if he's okay. If he's breathing. Trying to text him trying to call. Anything to see if he's okay. The feeli g of pain, emptiness overwhelmed her. Falling to her knees she sobbed and prayed. After so long she finally prays again, "God I don't know if you still love me..but please..save him..please save him..I want him heathly and safe alive breathing. If he's happier without me that's fine as long as he's happy and alive. Please God please save him..." Sobs wreaked through her body. She stayed on her knees crying rivers. Hoping praying he's alive and safe.