Secrects hurt just as bad as scars..

Background

So today was like another day.. Get bullied some then go home and cut some.. I know you are probably thinking that I'm a attention whore or something like that but this is what many people including myself have to live through. Getting told every day I shouldn't be alive is kinda tempting.. Just the other day a random girl came

up to me and said something which was nothing but it triggered me and now I'm laying in a hospital bed almost bleeding to death..