Pretty // myg jhs

2.

Hoseok's eyes prick with tears as he desperately tries to puke up all the food he just ate.

He would let out faint choking sounds as he harshly rammed his two fingers down his throat getting frustrated that no more food was coming out.

Hoseok lets his body fall as he cries.

Why did they make him eat?

Couldn't they see how fat he was?

Didn't they care about his feelings?

Hoseok stands up looking at the lifeless boy looking back at him in the mirror.

He had saliva left on his chin, his hair hung low over his face and he had tear stains running down his cheeks.

He looks down at his knuckles seeing red teeth marks from
when he shoved his two fingers down his throat.

His eyes that once held a gleam that would bring joy to everyone were blank and dead.

The boy brushes his teeth and washes his face making sure not to look like he had just been crying.

He quickly leaves the bathroom without looking up.

"Hobi" he heard Yoongi say as the boy stood at the end of the hallway.

Min Yoongi was upset, he had just heard Hoseok making himself throw up.

"Why do you keep doing this to yourself?" Yoongi's voice cracks because he feels like he could cry at  any minute.

"Doing what hyung? I'm fine" The younger boy smiles.

"Don't lie to me Hobi.... please" the older male pleas as he looks at Hoseok with a sad expression.

"Seriously you all need to stop getting in my business I'm fine!" Hoseok yells.

The younger boy storms off into his room slamming the door behind him leaving Yoongi standing in the hallway speechless at Hoseok's outburst.

Hosoek locks the door of his room that he shares with Jimin just wanting to be alone.

The boy starts crying again at the thought of how much he is hurting his friends.... his family.

You're so selfish Hoseok

"I know"

You're just a fat worthless prick that deserves nothing good.

"I know"

You should just die!

"I know!" Hoseok yells as he buries his head in his hands.

He knows all these things but he can't kill himself, it would cause everyone else pain.

He would rather stay depressed and unhappy so he can make everyone else feel better.

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Yoongi sobs on Jungkook's shoulder as he tells everyone what he just heard.

"Why can't he see that he is perfectly fine!"
Yoongi yells in anger but that's just to mask how hurt he is.

"People with eating disorders see themselves as something they're not Yoongi that's just how it works." Namjoon sighs sadly.

"Should we take him to a psychologist?" Taehyung asks

"We should but I doubt Hoseok would agree to go" Jin sighs

Yoongi stops crying and gets up from the couch.

"I'm going to go check on him"

"Hyung do you think that's a goo-" Jungkook starts but Yoongi cuts him off.

"I said I'm going to check on him"

Yoongi walks towards Hoseok's room not really knowing what to say.

He can't say 'are you okay' because obviously he wasn't.

Yoongi softly knocks on the white door waiting for a response.

"Hobi, please talk to me" Yoongi pleas but no response is heard.

"Answer me so I know you're okay at least" Yoongi says as he tries to open the door.

No response is heard so immediately Yoongi's mind starts going to the worst case scenario.

Yoongi goes back to the kitchen frantically looking for the pair of keys to unlock all the rooms.

Once he finds the pair of keys he quickly races back to the room unlocking the door

He lets out a sigh of relief as he sees the boy sleeping on the bed.

Yoongi feels his heart ache as he sees the tear stains on Hoseok's cheeks.

The older male strokes Hoseok's hair as he looks down at the boys features.

"You're so beautiful, why can't you see that?"