It's been a few weeks since that night Hoseok and Yoongi had and they've never been closer.
They're now an official couple and they're glad that everyone supports them.
Yoongi frowns as he looks around the house looking for Hoseok.
"Hoseok, where are you?" He calls out.
He gets no reply which makes him extremely worried.
As he walks towards their room he starts hearing faint sobs.
"Hoseok" he says as he knocks gently.
He opens the door and his heart aches at the sight.
Hoseok is curled up in a ball crying his eyes out.
"Baby what's wrong?" Yoongi exclaims as he makes his way over to the boy.
He lifts him up and and sits under him so Hoseok's head is resting on Yoongi's thigh.
"I-I'm sorry" Hoseok says through his sobs.
"What did you do?" Yoongi asks softly as he moves his finger in circles on Hoseok's temple.
"I-I did it again Yoongi!" He yells but soon continues to let out choked cries.
"Did what baby?" Yoongi asks hoping that he is wrong about what he's thinking.
"F-For the past 2 days I've been, m-making myself puke again" Hoseok cries.
"Baby you should've come to me, you know I love you and would always help you with any struggles you're having."
As Yoongi says this the boy starts crying even more.
"I don't deserve you Yoongi." Hoseok frowns as tears run down his cheeks softly.
"Hoseok, look at me right now"
"I love you so much, I liked you for a long time and now we're together and I'm so happy about that. You're so beautiful, I often wonder how I met someone as beautiful as you and I know that sounds cheesy but it's true."
"Your personality is amazing as well and it pains me to see you upset." Yoongi sadly sighs.
"I'm sorry I make you upset Yoongi, I don't mean to"
"I know you don't baby, and I understand you can't just stop the need to vomit up your food because it's not a choice. Hoseok you're so skinny already, I wish you saw yourself through my eyes." Yoongi says as he kisses the top of Hoseok's head.
"I love you Yoongi" Hoseok whispers quietly only loud enough for Yoongi to hear.
"I love you too Hoseok" Yoongi smiles softly as he moves positions so he's now lying down next to Hoseok.
The two boys slowly try to fall asleep but Hoseok can't.
"I'm sorry I can't be like a normal person Yoongi."
an: thank you all for 1k+ reads I always forget to write that after I finish my chapters ahaha.
Also a lot of future chapters are going to be ups and downs about Hoseok struggling with his self image before he can truly love himself.
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