Scared And Pregnant

Chapter 5

Victoria's POV

I woke up in bed. Groggily I took my phone from the bed side table and read the time 3 am. Wow how long was I asleep. I got out of bed and a sharp pain shot up my legs into my private areas making me groan in pain. I stumbled to the bathroom and sat on the toilet. I examined my private area and I found dried blood caked onto my thighs.

"What the hell?" I thought to myself

"I remember the dinner then from there it's a bit fuzzy"

Instantly my mind started to flash picture after picture first me at school then the diner then the meadow, then the game I played, Jeff, the kiss then finally him telling me "this is going to hurt", me screaming in pain then eventually pleasure, my blacking out him carrying me to the car then to bed and finally him kissing me on the lips before leaving my room out the window.

"Oh my god" I said sitting on the floor.

I dropped my head into my hands and began to cry. I cried for a good hour before reaching the point where I couldn't cry anymore. I stood up and stumbled my way the shower. I scrubbed myself as if the harder I scrubbed, the mistake I had made will maybe wash off I scrubbed all traces of Jeff off me. I felt so dirty I couldn't even explain my disgust what would my mate say, what if he doesn't love me because im 'tainted'. After showering I put my hair into a messy ponytail. I put on my hoodie outfit and headed to school. I looked in the shop window as my reflection stared back at me, the same one that not less than a day ago was innocent. How stupid am I for letting a boy that I barely knew let alone liked touch me? My eyes had sunken and lost their shine. My posture was all wrong I wasn't the strong, intelligent and innocent Vicky Landy. I thought sex was supposed to be something that make you happy that gives you a skip in your step. Does this make me a hore?, sleeping with someone I don't love let alone barly know. My wolf sat silently in my head as if trying to console me but it wasn't working she too looked tired and unhappy.

"Well Vicky from this day forth. You are not going to let any guy touch you again". I promised my wolf but mostly I was talking to myself.

My mum had tried to take to me to school this morning but I was so ashamed of myself I couldn't bring myself to even look at her. I told her I would walk to school today.

I got to school just as the bell rang. I tried to put on a mask and hide my sadness. I headed straight to class and took my seat at the back. Everyone began shuffling into the class. That's when Jeff walked in he was wearing his uniform jersey and jeans. His friends followed close behind when he saw me he smirked and all his friends started hollering and hooting for him. I felt my heart break this is what my mother had warned me about. I rested my head in my arms and hide my silent tears. This is officially the worst day of my life.

As lunch arrived I walked to the cafeteria why is it when you know you have something to hide it feels like everyone is staring at you. I put on a brave face and headed to the cafeteria you know what screw it Jeff isn't going to get to me yes he tricked me but fine I don't care. I walk into the cafeteria and saw Brandon and Beth sitting across from each other.

Hey guys I said plumping myself next to Brandon, Beth smiled at me looking her usual excited self yet Brandon look slightly unhappy.

"Hey love how are you doing?" Brandon asked but the way he spoke intrigued me he spoke like he was trying to get answers from a little kid. Then I stuck he knew. I groaned inwardly but kept a brave face and smiled Brandon didn't need to know I wasn't happy I will spare him the disappointment I felt. Beth squealed and stomped her feet slightly

"So are you guys like dating" I gave her my best smile and shuggered

"Oh girl you need to spill"

"I'll tell you about it later" I said smiling

The rest of the day was spent avoiding Jeff. I skipped all the classes I had with Jeff and stayed silent in the rest. The 3 o'clock seemed to take forever to show up and once it rolled over I lingered in the school not wanting to see Jeff outside. I went to the library and waited for 4 o'clock walking out of the school the parking lot was empty so I took my time walking home thankfully the weather was sunny today. I got home and found Brandon sitting on my doorstep. Walking up to him I put on my smile again he didn't return it

"Hey Brandon, what up?" I said trying to sound cheerful, yet his face still held that glum look

"Vicky I know what happed" I kept my smile "oh your embarrassing me do we have to talk about it" again his face didn't change

"No Vicky I KNOW what happened, I heard them talking about it in gym I know that he drugged you and he ra.." I put my hand up making him stop I know what happened and I didn't need to hear it again, tears had formed in my eyes and I tried wiping them viciously but they just kept coming. He stood up and hugged me as I cried into his shoulder we sat there the entire time in silence with him letting me cry.