I Miss You [jimin ff]

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Her hands shook as she cautiously read over the letter once more to make sure there were no grammar or spelling mistakes. It was perfect. Here it is:

Dear Jiminie,

I bet you get this a lot, but DAMN HAVE YOU SHAPED UP! LIKE HOLY SHIT I REMEMBER WHEN WE WERE LIKE 4 AND YOUR CHUBBY CHEEKS WERE HUGGGEEEE!!! Okay I officially sound like a crazy person. Allow me to introduce myself. Hello, I am Lee Minah, your best friend since birth. You may not remember me, as we stopped talking when I moved to the United States in 2003, but I certainly remember my little Jiminie. Remember, I had a huge tooth gap, so it sounded like Chiminie? No? Still think I'm a crazy fan? I understand. I understood when in 2009 you said you didn't want to see me even though it had been 6 years and you were 14. One day my parents told me that you pursued your dream and got into an entertainment company. I was so happy for you! But, like the selfish son of a bitch teenager I was, I cried for a month. I thought you would always be too busy to contact me, or just that you still hated me for leaving you, no matter how much I apologized. I understand, Jimin. Change sucks ass... Anyways, I just wanted to check in to see how you're doing with all the fame and such. I recently moved back to Korea to start a bakery with one of the best friends I made in America. She is Filipino, and honestly, my beauty could never match up to hers. I'm not that pretty. She's a dermatologist, and we run this cute little bakery called "Something Cheesy" because we couldn't come up with a proper name. It's in Busan. Look it up. "Something Cheesy" by Micah and Minah. 

I really miss calling my best friend over my parents' flip phones, but I know that if our friendship meant a lot to you, and if you didn't move on after a week, you might try to contact me again. That's my only hope. To prove that we WERE BEST FRIENDS, I have an old letter that you gave me right before I moved. Here it is, Chiminie;

ANNYEONG MINNI!!! I HEARD THAT YOU'RE MOVING, SO I WANTED TO MAKE YOU A SUPER HAPPY CARD TO REMEMBER ME!!! PLEASE CALL ME SO MUCH! REMEMBER THAT KOREA IS YOUR HOME FOREVER BECAUSE I'M HERE, AND I'M GONNA MISS YOU IN BUSAN! WRITING IN ONLY CAPITAL LETTERS IS NOT MAKING THIS ANY LESS SAD! NEITHER IS ADDING ONLY EXCLAMATION MARKS! I WILL KEEP TRYING! I PROMISE I WILL BECOME FAMOUS ONE DAY, AND WE WILL BE FAMOUS TOGETHER! 

SARANGHAEYO BEST FRIEND,

PARK CHIMINIE!!!

PS: DON'T FORGET ME!! 

It's okay if you think this is fake, or if you just don't remember, but to be honest, I still kind of wish we were as close as we used to be. Everything back then was like happiness and rainbows or storm clouds and gloomy skies. Honestly, I don't know how we were so bipolar. Now, getting an answer to this letter would be bittersweet. It could be as simple as "Sorry who are you?" or to as complicated as "Look, I love you just like I used to, but honestly, you broke my heart. Bye bitch." Really, I don't know if the personal attributes I used to like best about you are still there. You just are what the media perceives I guess. If you remember me, please do something. Don't just sit there on a couch with terrible posture and pout like you used to. You know I hate it.

Saranghaeyo,

Minni

PPS: Here's a pic of me if you don't believe that I'm the same Minni from way back when.

I remember you asking me almost every day if they were contact lenses. They weren't, and they aren't. 

PPPS: My phone number hasn't changed.

She shipped it off in the mail, and before long, it was in Park Jimin's hands. He recognized the name on the return address immediately. He almost fainted. His hands almost shook as he opened the baby blue envelope. Jimin started reading, only to tear up as he reached the old letter, and then the selca. She looked exactly the same, even down to the blue eyes. One tear made it's way from his eye to the letter, only reminding him of why he has to get in contact with her. In secret. So she doesn't find out. Because she's stubborn and mean and will kick his ass if he tried to do any shit. 

"Minni, I miss you." Park Jimin whispered almost inaudibly until a crash was heard, and 2 of his hyungs stepped in.

"Who the hell is Minni an- oh my god why are you crying?!" Namjoon rushed over to Jimin's side and snatched the letter. Jimin just sobbed silently on the floor, waiting for the pain he had felt for 13 years to be gone. It wouldn't leave. He felt so alone without her. Even if his hyungs were hugging him. A life without her, is a life where he was only lost.

A/N: WHEN I WROTE "I miss you." ALL I THOUGHT WAS BOGO SHIPDA LMAOOO I'M SUCH TRASH