I Miss You [jimin ff]

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Dear my ChimChim,

Hey Jimin. I know you didn't respond to my letter, or it would've been here by now. I get that you're angry at me for leaving, I really do. But, can't you say that this is kinda the same thing? I mean, I just moved back in with my parents after being forced to live alone (boy is that a goddamn story lmao). I am currently listening to Not Today on the highest volume my ears can tolerate to drown out the screaming match my parents are having. I don't blame them. They don't blame themselves either. They blame me for their failing marriage. 

They keep telling me that if I actually had a job and saved some money, that they would be able to travel the world together and be happily ever after. All that bullshit. Sorry for my cursing, I just hate hearing them constantly bang at my door, trying to get my attention so I can pick sides for them. I hate it all. I feel bad for Micah because she is not only living alone, but she is running her own dermatology business on her own. It hurts to know she's the only one I could talk to about this, and that she's too busy for me. It's like you all over again. 

Lately everything has been reminding me of you. BigBang being played on the radio, and me remembering when you danced to Fantastic Baby with Bangtan backstage all those years ago. Someone ordering the red velvet cupcakes, and me remembering when you were on Weekly Idol and Hoseok danced to Ice Cream Cake while everyone burst out laughing. Your laugh was always so infectious. I remember when just a small "that's what she said" joke would get you cracking up with me. I remember that one day in the park when you randomly decided to walk up to the raggedy ass girl sitting on the swings. That girl was me. The first thing you did was compliment my eyes. The first thing I did was compliment your cute asf eye smile. I know you probably don't want me to talking to you because I must have molded with the rest of the ARMY, but believe me when I say you aren't just any idol to me. 

Your happiness means everything to me, (i guess ex?) best friend,

(The one and only) Minni

PS: I miss you.

A/N: YOYOYO MY NERDS WELCOME BACK TO ANOTHER SHITTY CHAPTER!!! SORRY IT'S SO SHORT!!!