Dear Lover || [ls]

the eighth

dear lover, 

this is my last letter to you. and to everyone else. i don't know what am i doing in this world anymore. that's the main point why i started writing you these letters. 

and i hope you know who i am now. and even if you don't you'll know in the end of this letter. 

the first thing i want to tell you before i say goodbye to the world is that i hate you. althought, i can't hate you. because i love you. 

the second thing i want to say is that i hope you are okay and i hope that you changed your lifestyle and that you found someone that you love and that loves you back. 

the third thing is that i want you to be the happiest person ever. 

the fourth is that i don't want you to feel bad about these letters, because i'll be in an happiest place in some days. at least, i hope so. 

and how are you? are your green eyes still shining brightly? do you still hate your dimples and say that they take you all your manliness? do you still smile to the ground? did you cut your hair? i hope not, your curls are my favourite thing in the world. 

i wish i could touch them one last time. 

well, my time is over. i hope you're happy. 

i love you. 

with love, your lover 

louis.

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so hi guys this is the last letter but there will be two more chapters and then it's done xx 

and i'm so happy about the lovely comments and the votes and reads this is having omg, really. i'm so thankfull. i hope my next stories will be like this, thank you. 

i can't thank you all enough. 

and i'm also dedicating this to larryismyhome because even if she isn't reading this i can't thank her enough. she's such an amazing girl and i love her so much. she helped me through a lot and yeah. this is for her. xxx 

i love you all xx