Dear Lover || [ls]

the tenth

I walked down the street just to make sure I wouldn't come back to the house today. I had promise my mum I'd leave the flat today. Well, this is the last day of my life, I wouldn't want to fight with my mum. Maybe I could visite some old friends of mine? 

I grabbed my phone and dialed Liam, someone who used to be my friend. And someone answered the phone. "Louis?" Someone spoke. 

"Hi Liam..." I greeted him. It's been a while since I saw him. "How have you been doin-" And Liam hung up the phone call. I guess he's mad, but I don't blame him. I haven't talked to him in two years. I ignored all his calls and texts. So, it's perfectly normal that he doesn't want to talk. 

I dialed Zayn and it went to voice mail. There isn't much people that I could call once my best friends don't want to talk to me. Who would? 

I sighed and then I kept walking. I didn't know where I was going. I just knew that I had to leave the house. Suddenly, I approached some girl who was crying in the sidewalk. She looked so torn apart. And I didn't know why but I had to talk to her. I couldn't let her like that. I had to help. 

"Are you ok? Well, probably this isn't the most logical question to ask you since you're crying and all but I haven't socialize a lot in like two years so I really don't know what kind of questions I should ask." I told her, like she would care. "And now I'm talking too much." 

"I'm feeling like crap." She spoke after some minutes of waiting. "I want to run away." 

"Well, that makes two of us..." I said, looking to the cars who were passing in the road. 

"Sometimes I wonder if I could just step in front of some car and fly out of here." She declared. 

"Well, I'm going to do something similiar today." I announced. "I'm Louis, you?" 

"Well, maybe I should think about the same thing." She commented. "I'm Violet." 

"Nice to meet you Violet, you're the last person who I'll talk to." 

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"I hope you like the moon." Violet said as we reached her home. 

"Why do you say that?" I inquired. She was an awesome girl. I've never met someone like her. She balanced her ponytail and then looked at me. 

"You still ask that? Haven't you seen that today there is full moon?" She pointed to the beautiful sky that were filled with stars that shined as bright as Harry's eyes. Even in this situation, I'd remember him. 

"Yeah, I like it. I have some memories that remember me of the moon..." I told her, more talking to myself than for her. 

"Well, that makes two of us." And then we laughed together. 

"Sorry to break it to you Vi, but I have something to do. It's already nine pm." I announced. 

"Yeah, I know." It was nice to meet you Louis. Really." 

"Same here." 

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In the way to my house I saw someone sitting  next to the door of the dead-neighbor's flat. I eyed him and walked next to him. He was crying softly now with his head on his lap. 

"Hey are you ok?" I asked him. Of course he isn't. "Sorry for being the one to tell you this, but no one lives here anymore. The lad who lived here killed himself a couple nights ago. I'm sorry for your loss."