I was having a good day today
I genuinely laughed
Smiled
And had fun
With my friends
I talked about things I like
Introduced some friends to
One of my biggest interests
They seemed to like it too
I even had fun
In practice today
But then I got home
I got the usual talk from my parents
And then hid in my room
And I started to feel
Better
But then I
Took a shower
That's when it hit me
Like a ton of bricks
WORTHLESS
STUPID
USELESS
UGLY
FAT
A MISTAKE
THE BAD EXAMPLE
NOTHING BUT A
DISAPPOINTMENT
SHOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN BORN
JUST KILL YOURSELF ALREADY
And I cried
But even if someone
Was around
They wouldn't have been able
To tell
The tears just blended
With the water already on my face
So now I sit
With nothing left in me
All cried out
Empty
Numb
Hating myself
But that's alright
I'm used to it
YOU ARE READING
Nyctophilia
PoetryThis is a book that's only going to have sad poems in it. This includes the sad ones that are already in my other poetry book "All My Random Poems." If you don't like sad and possibly depressing things, then don't read this book.
