"My dreams are so vivid that sometimes I confuse them with reality.."
Are dreams really just dreams? Or do they hold a significant or sinister meaning behind them that no one is supposed to know? and if you think about it maybe that's the reason why...
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Black and white picture of Dyl and Ellie nung bata pa sila :") just imagine that Dyl is chubbier in the picture :>
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I was an introvert. A loner. Basically a nerd. Libro, aral, libro at aral ulit. That's me before I had the disease.
Dati pa man bago ako magkasakit ay madalang na talagang umuwi sina mama at papa from their work as doctors so I filled myself with knowledge and informations. I surrounded myself with books. Dati umuuwi sina mama at papa so I still had a little memories with them at di ko yon makakalimutan kasi yon na ata ang pinakamasayang nangyare sa buhay ko..
It was such a nice cloudy day, maaliwalas ang paligid.
"Ok so guys yung basket ayos na?"- sabi ni dad sa amin ni mom while we were packing up the foods we're going to bring.
"Yes dad!"- sabi ko, excitement is evident in my voice. Lalabas kasi kami ngayon. We're going to have a picnic!
"Ellie baby oh you hold the basket tas puntahan mo na si daddy.."
Pumunta kami sa isang hill sa malapit and don kami naglatag ng blanket and we spend the peaceful afternoon laughing and talking about things.
"Ellie baby when you grow up-"
"-I want to be like mommy and daddy!"- sigaw ko, cliché man pero yon talaga ang gusto ko. Nagkatinginan naman si mom and dad saka napangiti.
Ginulo ni daddy ang buhok ko.
"So baby study well so you can be like mommy and daddy."
Pagtapos non ay naghabulan kami sa grassy field and rolling down the hill and imagined the future and alot of what ifs. It was such a fun day
*kriing**kriing*
"Wait lang guys ha"- sabi ni mom bago inanswer ang phone
"Yes hello Dr. Jaenella Damian speaking.. ha?.. ok, ok.. were on our way"
When mom hanged up the phone nagmadali kaming umalis, they were needed in the hospital and before they drop me off, mom had this sorry look and she kissed me in the forehead.
Ok na rin yon atleast nakasama ko sila bago sila kunin ulit ng trabaho nila.
Alam ko namang they just can't give up yung 10 years nilang pag aaral just becuase of their daughter. Alam ko.
And then dati pa man since I was born I am fragile tapos non one day I just had the disease and after that?
Mas dumalang yung uwi nila mom and dad. You know what? Masaya ako nung nagkasakit ako kasi finally sina mom and dad they will finally choose to be by my side pero hindi. Mali pala kasi instead na piliin nila ako over their work, hindi nangyare. Actually mas dumalang pa nga sa madalang yung pag uwi nila.
