I love you as a Friend

Truth

A week passed and I felt like a ghost to him. We haven't talk even just a word. Nothing. I heard nothing even him calling my name. Until someone came to me on recess and told me that Brad wanted to talk to me. I was shocked. Why cant he just go to me and talk? Is something wrong?

"V, Brad is in the backyard he wants to talk" Richie told me.

"Oh why?" I asked in a confused way.

"Just go there" He said.

I made my way to the backyard and I passed the canteen I saw him looking on the ground. He looked so peaceful. I moved closer to him and he noticed me.

"V you came!" He said.

I missed his voice. The way he calls my name..

"Yeah I did" I said.

"Sorry I haven't talked to you" He said.

"Oh yeah" I said.

"V the reason is that.. I knew" He said giving me a smile.

"You knew what?" I asked.

"That you have feelings for me. I realized it when I was away V" He said.

"Ohh" I said.

"But.. the truth is V I love you as a friend and I told you that before.. when I was away. I met a girl. She I mean we.. we're kind of going out now" He said.

To be honest it broke me. Broke who I am but I have to stay positive.

"Oh really? Well that's good that you know HAHAHAHA and congrats" I said.

"Im sorry V" He said.

"Its all good" I said.

I turned around. I wanted to cry everything out. I wanted to run away. I wanted to kill myself but no. Vanessa you put yourself in this situation. Get over with it. Please.