Do I... Love Him?

14.

Cassie's pov.

"Niall?" I get his attention. "Hmm?" He turns around and looks at me. "Do you like cartoon character macaroni and cheese?" I giggle. He chuckles. "It tastes the same doesn't it?" He asks. I nod and giggle again. "Then I guess I do." He chuckles. "Ok, since you do, then do you want Spongebob macaroni, or Scooby macaroni?" "Both." He replies. We look at each other and start laughing.

You know, its fun grocery shopping with Niall. He is a really nice, sweet, and funny guy. And a thing we have in common is we both LOVE food. So Jamie, don't be surprised when you come home to a kitchen over filled with food. We move on to the next isle, and got more things.

A while later when we were done laughing and finding food, we finally got to the registers. While we empty both of the shopping carts, yes, both. I see a magazine with the headline of, "CASSIE... WITH NIALL?" And a picture of us walking up the stars to go into my apartment building. For some reason, I cant take my eyes off of the magazine. "Cassie? Cas-" He tries to get my attention then stops when he sees what I cant take my eyes off of.

"Niall. What are we gonna do?" I ask still looking at the magazine. "Ummm... lets just go back to your apartment, and go on from there." He suggests still in shock. Harry. Oh my gosh. What is gonna happen? I cant believe what is happening.

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"Thank you, Niall for helping me." He nods and smiles. "Wow. I think we made the worlds biggest grocery shopping trip!" I laugh. We both look in each others eyes, then start leaning in then immediately stop when we hear the door open. "Hey, Cass. Sorry I didn't come home last night." Jamie apologizes, then see's Niall standing next to me. Her eyebrows furrow in confusion.

"Wha-" She gestures a finger between me and Niall, then, " Cassie. Can I talk to you in the other room, please?" I hum a 'yes' then we walk into my bedroom. She closes the door and turns to look at me sternly and my face drops.

"What are you thinking? You are with Harry-" "Not anymore." I mumble interrupting her. I look down. "What? What happened?" She asks with her voice full of worry, as she rushes over to me and sits next to me on my bed.

I feel warm tears start to fall down my cheeks. Jamie pulls me into a hug. "Shhh." She cooe's in my ear. "H-he ch-cheated o-on m-m-me." I sob. "Oh, Cassie. I had no idea. You know what? He isn't worth your tears. He is just a pig, and you deserve better." She rubs my back as I wipe my tears and sniffle.

"Thank you Jamie. Your such a good friend. Always there for me and always care." I smile and give her a hug. She hugs me back. "Your welcome, Cass. Ok, lets go back out there and think of something to do."She cheers. I giggle at her actions and walk back to the living room where Niall was sitting on the couch eating pringles.

I sit next to him and steal a few pringles. He looks at me with hurt in his expressions. "What?" I ask him as i put a pringle in my mouth. "You stole some of my pringles!" He whines. I roll my eyes and laugh. "Yeah. And they are delicious, too." I laugh and he pouts. I lean over and kiss him on the cheek. His facial expressions lighten up and he smiles. "Aww, shucks." He gushes. I feel my cheeks get a little heated from what I just did. I didn't even realise that I did it until I pulled away.

He turns to face me and we look in each others eyes then I feel myself start to lean in. He is leaning in too, and I cant stop. This feels so right, yet so wrong, and we haven't even kissed yet! I hear a door open and I jump back. I shift awkwardly where I am sitting on the seat, then look up and see.... Harry? Oh god. I think I'm gonna be sick.

"C-Cassie? W-what were you g-gonna do?" He asks, as he starts to walk over to me. "I-I. No. What were YOU doing?"I ask sternly as I stand up and my face is inches from his. I feel my blood boiling through my veins, I am so angry. I stare in his eyes, and he stares back. His eyes are full of guilt. Good.

"Cassie. I-I didn't m-mean to. I was d-drunk, a-" I interrupt him. "DRUNK OR NOT! YOU DON'T CHEAT! I LOVED YOU, HARRY! I LOVED YOU! AND I FEEL STUPID DOING THAT!" I yell in his face and walk over to my bedroom door. When my hand touches the knob, I look back and see Harry standing there staring at me. "I should've known." I whisper and open my door, walk in, and slam the door.

Harry's pov.

"I should've known." She whispers, then goes into her room and slams the door. I lost her. I actually lost her. The girl I have loved with all my heart. The only girl I have actually loved. And she is gone.

God, why do I have to be so stupid? I kissed another girl, and ruined everything. Why? I weakly turn around and see Niall. "What are you doing here?" I ask as I grit my teeth. 'Harry. Loosen up. Its not his fault. Its yours.' I tell myself. I breath in, then out. "I'm here to help her."He stands up.

"What you did was wrong, Harry! She is right. Drunk or not! And you turned into some pig, and kissed another girl! A FAKE girl! I cant believe you. Just- just get out. I doubt she wants to see you right now."He points towards the door. "Jus-" "OUT!" He yells. I have never seen this side of Niall before. Honestly, I haven't even noticed he had this side of him.... or me.

I slowly start to walk over towards the door. "HARRY!" I hear a beautiful female voice call me. I smile and turn to look at her. Cassie walks over to me with tear-stained cheeks. My face drops when I see her bringing her hands to the back of her neck, and un-collapsing the necklace. The necklace I gave her.

"Here. Take it. Cause obviously I'm not worth it to you anymore." She says, then starts to tear up again. "And I wanted to let you know, I gave you my love, and somehow, I still love you, but I noticed I haven't gotten yours in return." She finishes, then starts full on crying, and runs to her room.

I feel my cheeks getting wet, and notice that for the first time in a while that.... I'm crying.

Niall's pov.

After Cassie gave Harry the necklace back, she ran back into her room, and i noticed something. Harry was crying. Wow, that takes a lot. But, still. He probably deserves it, since he did cheat. After standing there for a little bit, he left and slammed the door.

I walk over to Cassie's bedroom door, and hear her crying. I knock on the door softly. "HARRY, I TOL-" She yells as she opens the door, then stops as she noticed that its me. "Oh. I-I'm sorry. C-come in."She steps back and opens the door wider.

"Niall. I-I don't k-know wh-what h-happened!" She cries into my chest. "Shhh... I don't either." I admit. Harry has never done anything like this.

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A/N:

Hey guies! Sorry I haven't updated in a long time. I have been busy trying to finish Love and Cure. I only have two chapters left, then there will be a sequal. Its gonna be a while, but it will happen! :)) And I hope you liked this new chapter! There will be more drama coming up! Ok... love you guiessss! ;))

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