Do I... Love Him?

20.

     Harry.

     Have you ever liked someone so much you cant even think about it without smiling like an idiot all the time or blushing when she smiles at you? Well that is happening to me. Not is that I like this girl, but I love this girl. Yeah, its been four months since we met, but so what? The heart wants what the heart wants. And the heart beating in my chest wants Cassie.

      Its the morning right now, and Cassie has her head lying in my chest as she sleeps. I stoke her hair and listen to her deep breathing. How did I get so lucky? Especially after when I cheated on her? There is not a day that goes by where I don't ask myself these questions. I feel Cassie moving so I look down at her.

   "Good morning, baby." I kiss her forehead as she opens her eyes and smiles. She stretches, then wraps one of her arms around my torso.

   "Good morning." She plants a kiss on my chest then lays her head back down. "Can we just lay here forever?"

  "As much as I would love that, we cant. Sorry love, but we only have two more concerts left here in the U.S wing of the tour, then we will have a week off til the lads and I go on the European tour." I kiss her on the forehead again. "And you will have to stay home." 

   She whines, causing me to chuckle. The past couple months here in the States has been amazing. The crowds were crazy at the concerts, the dates me and Cassie had, everything. I really had a blast and Im glad I got to spend it with my beautiful girlfriend.

   Cassie got up and headed towards the bathroom so I got up and picked out an outfit for today. It wasnt much, just lounge wear really, because were rehearsing today in a couple hours for our concert in Connecticut. When Cassie walks out of the bathroom, I take that time to grab my clothes and take a shower.

     Cassie.

  I decided to go on Twitter while Harry was in the shower. When I logged in, I saw some of the pictures Harry or any of the other lads posted from one of their concerts a couple nights ago. I started another tweet saying,

   Are you guys ready for another concert tonight?!

  Almost immediately there were people commenting on it a few with nice words, a few with very colourful words, and some that were just plain random.

   I got off the Twitter app and started to play some music. A song came on that I really love; Life of The Party by Shawn Mendes. I don't know if you have heard of him, but he is a singing sensation on vine and this is his debut single and it is amazing! And guess what? The kid is 15 almost 16 in August I think but either way, his voice is just incredible.

  Harry makes fun of me because I fangirl over him and his song, but I just ignore it.

   I love it when you just don't care

   I love it when you dance like there's nobody there

   So when it gets hard, don't be afraid

   We don't care what them people say

   I love it when you don't take no

   I love it when you do what you want 'cause you just said so

   Let them all go home, we out late

   We don't care what them people say

   We don't have to be ordinary

   Make your best mistakes