Look After You // Larry Stylinson Hybrid + MPREG AU

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He looks so fucking hot as FUCk it's illegal someoneSUE HIM.

DID I TELL YOU GUYS ABOUT WHEN I TRIED TO SUE ONE DIRECTION?

Dedication : @paisleypineapple because I have a pen I have pineapple... Uhh.. Pineapple pen! And I also can't draw stick figures so yeah

Also Those of you asking if I'm alright or anyone died in that earthquake (I wish I did). Everything is fine there was no damage its was. 5.8 magnitude earthquake. Thanks for asking. X

Sometimes what all you read or see isn't always the full thing, there are deleted scenes, behind the scenes and unshot scenes, which sometime make their way to the audience but sometimes they don't.

Some days were bad, really bad, where all Harry did was curl up and cry, cry because why him? Why was it him? Why was he made so weak? So fucking pathetic? So fucking dependant? So fucking vulnerable?

Why wasn't he able to fight for himself? Why didn't he run earlier? Why didn't he find Louis earlier?

There were some days where Harry would get panic attacks, but there were some days when everything was just fine, as if neither of had any worries in the world, just love for each other and the boys.

"Harry.. baby.. my kitten" Louis said stroking Harry's hair while on the couch, trying a way to bring up the conversation he had with zayn the night before.

They were all staying at the hotel, it's been three weeks and everyone is doing their thing, practicing alone, in pairs, in group, every way possible.

Yesterday was louis' and zayn's turn.

"How is he doing Lou?" Zayn asked and Louis knew exactly what he was talking about, and he didn't want that right now.

'Fine' that's what he wanted to say, but why couldn't he? It was just on the tip of his tongue? Then why did he shake his head?

Then came the flashes of those days in his mind, Harry, not even going near Louis in fear that he'll hurt him like nick did, Harry, starting to cry and scream and crouch when he broke some thing, Harry, flinching away from loud chatter and noises , Harry, getting scared to death everytime he heard the name nick.

"Oh Lou" zayn hugged him, his cigarette still in mouth as Louis held on much stronger and tighter, as if the world depended on that hug.

No matter what happens, zayn always knows what's up, he always knows what to do, he's always the calm one since Louis can remember, always coming up with practical ideas instead of giving the excuse of "my dog ate the homework", always so caring, understanding and loving. Always just there for louis. Always.

Louis won't admit it but he's so so so damn grateful for the boys, because god only knows what he'd do without them.

"I.. I don't know zayn.. somedays it's just all.. all good laughter and giggles.. and sunshine and happiness and cuddles.. and and" Louis took a shaky breath, head nuzzled in zayn's shoulder, "and some days he's worse off, screaming, crying, and just he.. he sometimes thinks that.. that I'm him and that's what hurts the most you know" he said, feeling a bit calm as zayn rubbed circles on his back, but still feeling the ache in his chest as he remembered that day, the first time Harry cringed away from Louis, in Niall's bathroom, then when one day Harry broke that China vase, the one damned day when he accidentally spilled his milk.

Shit.

His kitten didn't deserve any of this. Why him?

Why? Why? Why?

"Why does this always happens with the most precious and genuine people zayn? I mean.. Harry.. to just think.. he was.." he trailed off trying to shake the horrible images out of his mind.

"It's hard Lou. The world is cruel. But now it's nothing like that yeah? He's with you! You love him! He loves you! Nothing bad is going to happen"

"I'm so scared, so so scared z"

"Has he ever told you what all.. you know.. what all he did to Harry?"

"No he hasn't, it's like a taboo subject, I asked him twice but he always pushes me away and closes his walls, I just don't want him to suffer"

"The closest you'll get to recovery is when he starts telling you stuff, I know it's hard but, he needs to open up, it'll tear both of you apart to just say and hear all that but, once it's out, it's a progress babe" zayn smiled at Louis, gently pushing him to hold him at arm's length and look directly in his eyes, "keep trying yeah?"

So here he is trying.

"Mhm" Harry mumbled say between Louis' lap they were watching Titanic for the hundredth time in that week. Ever since ed showed him that film, it's become his favourite.

"Kitten look at me" Louis said looking down at Harry whose hair were just below Louis chin, sitting comfortably and his big doe eyes curious like a little kitten as he looked up at Louis, whose breath got instantly caught up in his throat. Harry looked so gorgeous like that, his deep brown eyelashes fanning over his soft delicate pale skin and tiny tiny tiny specks of freckles on his chin.

You need to talk to him Lou.

"Harry I need you to tell me what all he did to you?" FUCK WHAT THE FUCK LOUIS THAT WAS FUCKING RUDE.

And as if he expected what was going to, he carefully wrapped an arm around Harry and waited for the rejection, for the no's to bounce off the wall and eventually it was there, Harrys face crumbling and Louis could literally feel Harry closing up the walls and just go into sheer state of panic and his kitten ears got flatter on his head.

"Harry listen, I know it's har-"
"No Lou! Please don't make me. Please Lou it hurts"
"Baby look at me. It'll hurt, it'll hurt both of us. But in order to feel good again you need to just let it all out. Kitten please" Louis persuaded him with a look of pleading, "just try.... Once?"

He could feel Harry cave in and he nodded slowly, Louis smiled softly at him and clung onto Louis tightly, fearing that he would run away.

"He used to.. used to keep me in a small cage and I had to call him if I needed to ok use the bathroom" Harry started shaking and maybe this was a bad idea maybe he should tell Harry to stop but he couldn't, he wouldn't, "he'd beat me everytime I called him and.. And he put me.. On a.. On a.." Harry was rocking back and forth along with Louis who could feel his chest and throat tighten in a know but he won't cry.. He won't cry. He'll be strong for Harry.

"He put me on a leash" Harry finished with a shaky breath and Louis couldn't control himself, he let out a strangled cry as he hid his face in Harry's hair, kissing him gently, trying to reassure him that it's fine now, it's safe. He's with Louis and no one can even lay a finger on him.

No one can hurt his kitten.

A/N : ITS THE LONGEST IVE EVER GONE WITHOUT UPDATING WOW LOL. I HAD MY PHYSICS FINAL YESTERDAY AND IT WAS SHIT AND IM FAILING PHYSICS AND MY DAD WILL LITERALLY KICK ME OUT. IM SERIOUS.

Anyways I hope you liked this chapter damn my writing is getting crappier day by fucking day what the fuck.

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