Stans POV:
Wendy: "What do you mean missing?"
I shrug my shoulders in response. I don't know what happened. That night, I was so confused. I didn't know that, that would be the last time I would see him.
I wish I knew what was going on, but I was to busy feeling sorry for myself, to realise how bad the situation was.
I found were Kyle was living. I want to go see him to hug him and see his wonderful smile again, but I'm a coward. I want to go see him but, what will his mother say. But, I guess it's to late. Kyle's gone missing.
In my head I want him to run back home. Back into my arms. I know that won't happen. It's still nice to hope.
Cartman: "Why did Sheila call you?"
Stan: "She wanted to know if we had seen him."
Wendy: "You don't think he..."
Wendy trailed off. We all knew what she was thinking. I just couldn't accept it.
Cartman: "Let's hope not."
It goes silent.
I start to walk away, ignoring Cartman and Wendy calling after me. I don't know if I can go on. I've tried plenty of times, but never succeeded. Now knowing that Kyle could've have... That makes it worse.
I never knew how much I depended on him. All those time I said 'I love you'. They didn't mean anything.
I want him to know how much I love him. I want him to know that I will always be there for him. I want him to know that I couldn't live in a world without him.
Even if we have to stay as friends. I just want to see him, smiling, laughing, joking... just being happy.
Ike's doing just as bad as me. I've talked to him, but he knows just as much as me. We haven't had a text, a call. Nothing.
I wish he knew how much he needs him. How much his friends need him. How much our class needs him. How much I need him.
Please be okay.
I need you to be safe.
I need you to be okay.
________________________________________________________________________________I fucking hate this story now. It's going be finishing soon, but I really don't like it. Thank you for everyone who's read it so far. C u soon angels. ~V.U.
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