my smutty life

once upon a time we went on a trip trippin' and drunk.

Eren's pov

" you love Armin, like sure you fucking do you guys been together for a while and you guys have awesome sex and sweet words but there is stuff you just know some parts off, so do you frigging fucking love Armin with all of you or do you love him for now?"I said out of the fucking nothing. Vic and I are okay with eachother but we aren't best buddies. I looked over to see Vinc's face and he looked like he was thinking. " I love him, like really fucking much.I live in the moment ya know and to be honest I don't know if I see a future for us, but I do love him, it would break me if I couldn't cuddle him in the morning or just hug him. There are times he wont tell me what's wrong and I hate that because all I can do is hug him and love him or get mad." I nodded " I'm sure you think i'm fucked up in some way" I heard him laugh " and mentally I sorta am for sure, but Armin ain't all okay mentally too. And Armin sure wants to tell you all about it but he is scared. he got some marks, bad habbits, some addictions and more stuff. He is like the last days of winter and the first spring days, in the morning its fucking cold, then it gets hotter and around the afternoon you're fucking melting but at night things get colder and then everything repeats, it's different everyday but also kinda the same and I know this because like I said mentally i'm just ya know and like, I know Levi for a few days I think, the things we've done in those days. We had some awesome sex but we had some serious conversations and it's really funny because when I go on and on about some stupid things that make me upset he just listends and smiles and kisses me and it's not that that makes everything better it just makes me okay for the moment and like if you know you can't or just don't want such an Armin you should get you're shit together and have a serious talk with him." I looked up at the starts and heard him sigh " I don't know man, sure I love that sucker and I don't want to loose him and it hurts me to know he has so much stuff going on but you know, I just don't fucking know. I JUST DON'T FUCKING KNOW" he yelled and punched the wall. " you okay?" I went over to him and suddenly he pushed me, but I got some fast reflexes and grabbed his shirt wich made him fall on top of me. I looked up and looked him right in the eyes.He moved his body wich made his crotch rub against mine, wich made me moan outta nowhere. when I opened my eyes again Vic was close, like really close. " Vic cou-" I couldn't finish my sentence because Vic kissed me, he asked for permission to slip his tongue in and .... and I let him. He moved his crotch again and kissed me even more passionated. I bited his lip and eventually we broke apart, because we need to breath ya know. He got up and held his hand in front of me. I looked away and grabbed his hand so he could pull me up, and when he pulled me up he pulled me against him and I felt his hand around my dick and his tongue was leaving a mark on my neck. He pushed me against the wall and jerked me off while he kissed me again. I moaned into his mouth when I cummed. I saw him getting on his knees. " Stop it you fucking idiot" I said and started walking towards the nightshop. Vic came after me and he touched my butt and let his hand slide to my front while he wisperd '' I know you want it, I know you miss me" he bit my ear and went down to my neck while he squized my butt. " Whatever, let's get the alcohol and get the fuck back home" I awserd and made my way into the shop

Armin's pov

We walked in silence and quickly arrived at Annie's place. Levi knocked and the door opened quickly, but it wasn't Annie at the door, it was Mikasa, in just a fucking shirt with panties and no fucking bra. " The fuck Mikasa" I said when I saw her. "shit" she said and looked at me and Levi. " yea, fucking shit, what the hell are you doing at Annie's ?" I asked. " Please Armin, Levi don't tell Eren, i'll get you some more weed if you swear to shut up" I saw the panick at her face and was about to argue when Levi suddenly said " Sure whatever here is 110 dollar go and get the stuff" and Mikasa went away, Levi looked over at me and said " It's her life, it's her descision to tell Eren whatever is going on or not we have nothing to do with this" I sighed and nodded. Mikasa soon came back and gave us, a lot more stuff. We promised that we wouldn't say anything and left. We all came home at the same moment. I looked over at Eren and he seemed like idk like there was something but I couldn't figure out what. Vic came at me and kissed my head while he soflty touched my ass. I blushed. Back into Eren's room we got some beanbags and pillows and blanckets on the ground and prepared everything. I fixed some music and we started again. But now the silence was gone, we where arguing about movies and laughing about stupid things.

Eren's pov

Armin was getting tired, it was really obvious. We where still talking about movies. We all had blanckets around us that why it wasn't obvious when Vic let his hand slip on my tight. He let his hand slide closer and closer to my dick and I couldn't really do anything about it. So I sat there in silence. And then, Armin went to the bathroom and Levi went to get some more glasses. Then Vic got up, went to my closet and took a small vibrator and looked over at me with that stupid grin on his face. He pushed me down and quickly got his hand in my pants, he started to tease me. I bit my lip, I loved it but I hated it. Vic and I have a short history, long story short we used to fuck back in the days, as in a really fucking long time ago. finally he pushed it in and quickly sat down on his spot again like nothing happen. When Levi and Armin came back I shove closer to Levi. We all took shots and passend a joint, suddenly Armin was hungry so we all orderd some pizza, collected the money and as soon as the bel rang I went up and at that moment Vic turned it on. I bit my lip and hoped Levi wasn't watching and I walked away. I was not letting Vic have what he wanted, because what he wants is for me to beg him to fuck me. Sure I fucked Jean, but he is just a toyboy. And besides i'm in an 'oficial' relation with mah boy Levi, so no more other guys. Well atleast not Vic, he is also in a relation with Armin, the fuck Jeager keep your head clear. The vibrator was just on speed 1 of the 5, I can handle this. I ignored Levi his glaze and went to the front door. Levi followed me because 4 hot pizza boxes would be too hard to carry? Whatever, I paid and Levi took the boxes. I called Bo so she could go and pee. When I wanted to call her back inside Vic turned it up, my voice cracked. Levi sure as hell noticed. I let Bo in and was about to made my way back te the bedroom.  When I wanted to go back there Levi, who already brought the pizza boxes to the room grabbed my arm and pulled me into the bathroom.