Living A Day Longer Than Death.

Close to the End

After reconiciling within myself,
I was able to come outside of my
safe space that was unfortunately,
my consciousness.

I thought that this storm that blew into my life had subsided.
So I convinced myself to wander, further away into the outward realm, commonly known as reality.

I gouge my eyes to avoid any negative contact.
State of mind is agitated from, unnecessary confrontations.
The actions on my mind is an unpredictable underdog.

Close your eyes!

They say that it'll all be fine soon,
And that I'll look back and laugh at
the constant hell I went through as a
broken individual under the reign of careless assertion.

Every single piece of work I've stayed
up til' the break of dawn completing,
wasn't good enough to you.
But at the same time I'm trying to, figure out what really makes sense, anymore.

Stop putting my identity into interrogation.
Can you go a day without belittling me in favor of ignoring my accomplishments?

The pressure is still rising...
My pressure is rising!
Honestly this phase in my life is starting to take over everything I do.
God, help me! I can't do this anymore!
At this point the only thing I could do, is to flow with the wave.

Close your eyes!