Living A Day Longer Than Death.

Don't Leave Please

I don't know what I'm doing,
but right now I'm numb.
I really love you too much to let you go.
No matter how good I can take a few hooks to the face,
Or how you distance me from friends,
in fear of me cheating on you,
I still try to defend your ass!
Playing the victim so well just to fuck with my head,
Demanding what is supposed to be an intimate moment between us all the time.
Even if it means taking it from me by force.
Showing off in front of every one of your friends,
Waking up each day with a deadpanned face, struggling to make it to the end.
Trying to look on the bright side,
But when does that ever work?
Attempts at cooperating with you,
Although it never works...
I feel that if I leave you,
I may end up feeling like I got left instead.
It feels like I'm now stuck in the background,
Now I can't find my head...
I don't wanna leave you!