A Tale of Jeffmads - Jeffmads fanfic

Pain - Chapter 8

Just saying, but this is some pretty dramatic stuff coming up.

JAMES POV

WHY IS SHE HERE?! OH GOD, IS SHE HERE TO GET REVENGE ON ME!? I'M GOING TO DIE WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!?? Thomas and I ran out of class together, holding each others hand, tightening the grip. I turned my head to look over at Thomas, to see his expression that he was wearing. Hmmm, i don't actual-oh wait, yup hes mad. Woah, hes REALLY mad, like RAGING. I'm not really mad, just terrified. My stomach was twisting and turning. Oh no. I let go of Thomas' hand and covered my mouth. Then, i tried to swallow back up the vomit, but it was too revolting. My hand left my face, and has sprung out of my mouth. I wiped my lips, and opened my eyes. They shot wide open at who it hit. You guessed it. It was that girl, Martha. My anxiety kicked in, and my eyes started twitching. I looked back at her, she looked like she was going to throw up too.

" HEY! WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT FOR!? YOU'RE DEAD!" Her face changed from angry to hurt. Martha bent over and held her stomach. "I- I think i'm going to throw up.." Before you knew it, she sprinted over to the girls toilets. Everyone in the halls were looking at me and Thomas. They started laughing. Not at Martha, but me. They started to crowd me and Thomas, and formed into a circle. Even Aaron, Lafayette and Theodosia were there, laughing their heads off. I looked around the circle, trying to see the face i love. Thomas. Thomas He was not with me in the circle, however, he was with the circle. Laughing. My breathing got heavier and thicker, beads of sweat were forming on my face. 

"Thomas, help me.."

"HAHAHAHAA, Hilarious! I'm going to put this on the internet! This is pure beauty." He took out his phone and started filming me. Filming my humiliation. Filming my everlasting pain, that has started, my whole life. I felt my knees fall to the cold, tile floor. My heart shattered into a million pieces, well it doesn't matter. I guess no one should deserve a useless, cracked heart, besides me. Putting my hand to touch my face, i felt cold water, pouring down my face. Which didn't stop. It just kept going, and going, and going. It was dripping onto the floor beneath my helpless body. I need someone to save me, wake me up from the darkness. I wanted Thomas, though i know now that he doesn't want me. Why did i let myself think that he loved me? He was obviously just joking around with me. I'm such an idiot...But, then i woke up, looking into Thomas' eyes.

"James, wake up! Are you okay?" He questioned me. 

"Yeah. Uh, what happened"

"Well, when we were walking together in the hallways, you threw up all over Martha. The, Ughhh, she yelled at you then ran to the ladies toilets. After like 5 minutes of that, you fainted and was about to fall. But, with my boyfriend instincts, i caught you with my muscular arms." I felt myself giggle at the last sentence, and so did he. Wait, DID HE JUST SAY BOYFRIEND?!  I blushed hard, really hard. 

"B-boyfriend...?"

"Yeah! I mean, if you okay with it.."

"I'M TOTALLY OKAY WITH IT!" I yelled. "Oh, sorry. Yeah, I don't mind." I give him a gentle smile.

"Here, let me help you up." He put his hand out for me to grab, and i gladly accepted. Thomas lifted me up, and picked me up into his arms, carrying me like a bride. For some reason, i feel like this happened before, though i just ignore it. I cover my face into my hands, hoping he doesn't see my red face. I hear stomping coming towards me and Thomas so i lift my face out of my hands. Oh no, it's Mr. Washington. Our principal. Hes the worst, and is always to strict. The stomping stopped, as he was right in front of us, in his ugly as suit he wears everyday.

"WHO MADE THIS MESS!?" He yells straight into my ears, as he points to the puddle of vomit on the floor.

"Oh sorry Mr. Washington. It was me. I just felt really sick and couldn't hold it in." I tell him as i raise my hand up to the air. 

"Well, since you did it, YOU CLEAN IT!"He walks away, however he comes back with a mop and bucket. "HERE." For the millionth time he yelled in my ears. Finally, he leaves. I then realise that i'm still being held by Thomas. Everyone started staring at us, but instead they weren't laughing. They were smiling. I found myself smiling too. 

"Thomas, can you put me down now? I need to clean this up."

"Oh, yeah. Sure." He gently put my legs above the ground and let go. Not saying anything fr 5 seconds, the bell rang. 

"Thomas, you can go to class. it's okay if i'm late. I'll just tell them that i was in the toilet and hope it works." He nods and bends down and put his soft lips against my forehead. I didn't move, i stayed still. Okay, I'm officially a red tomato now. Does that count as our first kiss? I don't actually know. It could though, i mean it is a kiss. I got snapped out of my thinking when i heard Thomas speak. 

"Ok, darling. See you!~" He then ran towards his class and went in. Thomas, how could i say no to you? I turned over to the mop and bucket, and started to clean. During cleaning, i started thinking. So, it was a dream? None of it was real? If so, thank god. I wonder, why does this happen to me? I get all the bad luck, why is that? I don't think i did anything wrong. Hopefully not. I've already been through so much, and now i'm getting nightmares. My life is just a mess. Soon, i wish it will get fixed. I wish my life will ACTUALLY start in two days. At prom. Before i knew it, i already finished cleaning up. I lifted my head back up, and felt chills down my spine. Martha was standing right in front of me. We were so close that out noses were touching. Immediately, i jumped back, not wanting to see her. Already, sweat was beginning to start on my face.

"Uhuhuhuuh, you'll pay, sweetie. You'll pay..." She did  like a hair flip and walked away. Her hair slapped my face, and it actually kind of hurt. I watched where she left.and was struck with fear, as she walked into the class i had.

Fear slapped my face.

A/N

WOOOO SORRY FOR LATE UPDATE. IT'S BEEN LIKE 10 DAYS I THINK WITHOUT UPDATING since the last chapter to this story. Well, that you all for being patient. It really helps. It's just that school is getting harder and more stress is building up. Also, sorry for the weird updating schedule. I'll just update when i can. Again, may be spelling mistake, please ignore them. As always, BOIIIIIIIIIIII

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