Twice Random (One-shots, drabbles etc.)

Yoongi-Sana: Beautiful

I woke up and looked at the smiling you beside me. How long has it been? 3? 5 days? It hasn't been that long but, I don't know. I don't know anything anymore. I'm just glad that you're here with me each time I wake up, every night before I sleep.

I got up and washed myself and walked to our kitchen. There I saw you cooking our breakfast. I watched you the whole time you're struggling to cook for the both of us then decided to take over and help you instead. This has always been our routine for God knows how many years already.

This is the image that is always replaying in our life. You sitting across of me while watching me eat the food we've cooked together. You would always ask how's my sleep but you would never answer whenever I'm the one asking.

You gave me a smile as you stood up and return to our room saying that you will prepare my things for work. I returned that smile and slightly nod my head as I volunteered to wash the dishes.

I looked at my watch as I'm preparing myself. I gave you a small smile. I looked at you for the last time, hugged you and kissed you goodbye. You just smile in return but you did not say anything.

I walked to my car and looked at Namjoon. "Bro, it's time. Are you ready?" He asked me with an encouraging smile.

"Are you kidding me?" I asked him back joking a little while a forced smile escaping my lips. "What type of person would ever be ready with in this kind of situation?" I added while he just patted my back.

He's driving, I don't know. He volunteered and I have nothing against it. I probably wouldn't concentrate in driving anyways.

We arrived at the venue and I immediately saw her parents. I walked up to them and gave a comforting hug to the both. They lead me to her and I just can't stop crying the moment I saw her.

I wanted to cry but I feel like I have no right to do that while I'm seeing her in her white dress lying inside that coffin looking so lifeless but happy at the same time. Why? Why am I so late? I know it's useless to blame myself because it's already done but how I wish I had let her know how much I love her. How much she means to me.

"Yoongi, our son, it's okay to cry. You're not the one to be blamed. It's an accident." The moment her father told me those words I just couldn't force myself not to cry. I weep silently as I touch her lovely face through the glass.

"Sana-yah, we're close to being one that time. I'm all ready to give you myself but now, how can I do that? Sana-yah, in marriage, you need to have a bride and a groom. How can I? If I don't have my bride with me?"

I cried harder as I remember that for the past few days during her wake I haven't had the guts to come and see her because I just can't accept the fact that she's gone. Her picture is the only thing that is giving me strength while I'm struggling to swallow the truth that she's gone.

"Sana, wait for me, okay? I just need to finish some things and I promise I will soon follow you. You don't need to find me. I'll be the one to look for you. All you need to do is wait for me and I'll come to you. I love you." I whispered while my tears are starting to flood my eyes.

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A/N: Wrote this 'cause I'm broke because of Goblin <//3 my feels 

PS: Listen to the song above <3

Credits: To the owner of the video and picture