Day 66-70
Reason #10
April Faith Scott,
You are my world. No, i didn't mean that past tense. You will always be my everything- dead or alive. My therapist found this earlier this week and told me it's not healthy... she also found out about my cutting. My folks are considering a mental hospital and I overheard them say they were going to send me there if i didn't get better. Well i can tell you now that i'm never going to be better. I'm crushed. I'm dead. I hate everything because everything reminds me of you. So i've decided that i won't be taken there. I only belong in one place and that's wherever you are. I wish i could make it to 99 reasons but I really only need one... I miss the hell out of you. So here i go. I'm going to take pills, because honestly i'm scared to death. I've heard it's just like falling asleep. I love you April. i hope to see you soon.
Ps- i know my mom and dad are gonna find this so i'll put in a part for them. I'm sorry guys. i know you won't understand and i know i'm being incredibly selfish right now, but she's my everything. i'm sorry that you're going to have to find me... I love you guys so much. Please don't be sad that i've died. Be happy i've found someone worth dying for.
Love,
Jaxon
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99 Reasons Why
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