Day Thirty- Fourty
Reason 6,
The other day Caleb and his girlfriend invited me to a party at Sean's house. I didn't want to go at all, but they insisted I'd have fun. They don't realize that I don't want to have fun anymore. But anyways, that's how on Friday night I ended up in a kitchen making a drink while girls practically asked for sex. I won't lie to you either; I almost took them up on it. Not because I wanted them, but because I want you.
This one girl almost stuck her tongue down my throat and I got away just in time. I was going to throw up.
Flash backs came of how you would get so nervous about kissing, even after we'd done it a lot. I remembered how we'd just press our lips together and say, "Noot Noot." Then we would die laughing. It took both of our anxiety away. These girls wouldn't do that. They weren't you, April.
The next day I walked in on my mom giving my dad a kiss goodbye as he went golfing. Flashback. Noot Noot. Sunday morning at church I saw the preacher kiss his wife. Flash back. Noot Noot.
Monday at school I saw Caleb and his girlfriend kiss. Noot Noot. Tuesday on TV, an actress kissed her girlfriend. Noot Noot.
They are everywhere. I can't seem to escape the happy kissing couples. Noot Noot.
Love, Jaxon
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