Day Twenty-Thirty
Reason 5,
Sorry I haven't written in a while. Mom has started making me see a therapist. It was bad this past week, babe. You know today makes a month and I couldn't handle it. I started having these dreams and you would be right in front of me, smiling, but I couldn't touch you. I couldn't even speak to you. They would wake me up they seemed so real. A few ties I almost texted you. Then I would remember...
School hasn't been so great either. People don't even care about it. We had a moment of silence for a week then, no one even missed a beat. Even Karly, that bitch you hate, has started trying to make a move on me. But don't worry babe. I told her to get lost.
I've just been going through the motions. Everything is so black and white. You were the color. Even before you, there was no excitement or thrill to my days. I was breathing, but not alive. You made me alive. You gave my black and white world color. Like in that book you like, The Giving or whatever. You were that apple thing that turned red in a black and white world.
Now its all gray again and i miss my colors.
Love,
Jaxon
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