A/n: ok, so I've decided to write an alternative ending to this story as I know that some of you weren't happy with the way it ended. I wasn't that happy either. I but I will also keep the first ending I wrote. Just because.
Mike's P.O.V:
I felt absolutely horrible for hitting Billie the way I did... he didn't deserve me as a friend anymore...After the show was over, I cautiously walked over to Billie and wrapped my arms around him.
I wasn't expecting any sign of affection from him since he was probably terrified of me. But what he did next really surprised me.
When I took him into my arms, he immediately snuggled up to me and wrapped his arms around my neck.
"M-Mikey..." he whispered softly, shivering with fear.
"Shhh.... it's ok Bill..." I cooed softly. "I've got you."
We were still onstage and I slowly sank to my knees, cradling Billie's small frame in my arms.
A few angry shouts came from the crowd. Some yelling that it wasn't fair that I was getting all the attention from Billie.
A low, protective growl ripped through my chest.
"How dare you?!" I snarled. Can't you see that he's scared?! He's fucking terrified!!"
As if on queue, a loud, terrified whimper came from Billie.
"Shhh..." I whispered soothingly while rubbing his back. "I've got you Billie. You're ok."
Billie looked up at me with scared eyes. My heart shattered a little as I looked into his scared green eyes. They were filled with pain and fear. Tears had started to brim in his eyes.
I put a hand on the back of his head, gently running my fingers through his fluffy black hair.
"I've got you Billie..." I whispered soothingly. "You're ok..."
Billie nuzzled against my chest. I thought I felt a kiss on my chest but I just shook that feeling off... for now anyway...
"Come on buddy..." I whispered softly. "Let's get you away from all these people..."
Billie nodded fearfully and held onto me tightly.
I gently picked him up and carried him backstage, every so often placing a gentle kiss on his forehead.
Billie whimpered softly as I sat on the couch with him in my arms.
"Shhh..." I cooed softly, gently running my fingers through his hair.
I sighed and took a deep breath. It was now or never... now was the time to tell him... now was the time to tell him that I loved him...
"Billie...?" I whispered softly.
He looked up at me with tired eyes.
"Yeah Mikey?" He yawned and curled up against me.
"You want to kill yourself, don't you...?"
Billie looked away from me. I could see tears forming in his eyes as he nodded slowly.
"Why...?" I whispered sadly.
"Because none of you care about me!!" He sobbed.
"Oh Billie... you know that's not true..."
"Yes it is Mike! You know what?! I'm just going to say it: I love you Mike! I've loved you forever! Ever since I first laid eyes on you! And you don't care!"
My eyes widened and I slowly leaned in towards him, crashing my lips against his.
"I love you too Billie." I whispered after the kiss had ended. "I love you so fucking much."
Billie looked up at me with a small smile on his face.
"There's always someone who cares. You just have to be patient enough to wait for them to come along. And if you're patient enough, then eventually, you'll find each other."
A/n: ok so that's the end of the story (for real this time). Sorry it was short. I didn't have any ideas. I hope you guys liked it anyways.
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