Falling down

...

I locked my heart
and threw the key
wanted to hit restart
wanted to be a new me

I went through a lot
with a smile on my face
but when we fought
my mind was stuck in a maze

Its walls kept changing
no way to go through
demons were raging
as if though I hurt you

Tried to run
but I was stuck
realized it's no fun
when you run out of luck

Still I tried
with all my might
my thoughts,they lied
saying I'd go away without a fight

But I met my demons there
in fact they found me
I found it not fair
that I wasn't where I wanted to be

I wanted to seem brave
but it was not easy
they knew I was their slave
their presence made me feel dizzy

So I thought of letting go
and of letting them punish me
but what was thought as a blow
was the one to set me free