Ok, so things have calmed down since the 15th. My mom and I made the decision to call the therapist that one of her work friends suggested but she wasn't in so my mom left a message. I have toned down a bit. turns out some of the rage and uncontrolled emotion was just basic old bitchy PMS. Thanks body for fucking up my life! I feel pretty stable. But I know that life will come back to slap me upside the head soon. I don't know things almost feel too perfect. Like this is some bizarre dream and I will wake up back in my little bubble of depressed. But hey isn't that what life is. I think Deadpool describes it best. "Life is an endless series of train wrecks with only brief commercial-like breaks of happiness." Yep and this is one of those sweet, sweet commercial breaks that will soon end. All I can hope for is that this one is just a bit longer than most. More like a movie trailer and not a car commercial. I have plans with some friends tonight which is great! Let's hope everything goes smoothly!
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Thoughts of a Girl
Fiksi Umumthoughts and ideas from the brain of a teenage girl going through life and figuring it out as she goes
