Nothing is forever

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Ok so I had mixed emontions that day with having a bf and all and I was nervous this was the first time I disobeyed my parents and they always find out everything so I was scared my friends didn't know I was dating someone

So we went to coffee park and I was there before him when I saw him he called me over and I was like hi he said hi 2 so I gave him a hug then his friend came and was like awwwww and I was blushing and he was talking 2 me about him and is and he put his arm around me I push it off cuz I had my bf and he got jealous easily so my friends came an pulled me away from him I had 2 tell him he was my bf and it was ok and then said omg and walked away but I didn't care so he took my candy out my pocket and so yea so we went to lunch so I told him 2 get me food amd stuff and he did I loved him so much cuz he got me food amd I sat with him I didn't want to hold my bookbag so he was holding it at the end of the day I gave  him a hug and ms korengay thought we was kissing and said I that ur bf I said yes and she said something and I was like ik so I gave him a big hug at walked home when I got home my mom found out I liked him cuz of my aunt and then kiara texted me and she said congrates I was like thanks and she said what's wroung and I did her i was afraid that I couldn't give him Every thing that I wanted 2 but I couldn't and how keeping this from my mom made me feel guilty and then she told him i wanted 2 break up with him 😱😱😱😱😱 I never said that and he texted me like baby you ok why u breaking up with me I didn't but I needed time 2 think so on sunday my mom found out and told me 2 break up with him and i did so on Monday he was sad but he still loved me and I felt so bad and I wanted 2 be with him so he told me that night he was crying and I felt so bad but idek what 2 do I only had a bf for 75 hrs and I couldn't even last 😢😢😢😢😢 and it seemed like my fault but he doesn't know the reason behind it