Nothing is forever

Confused

So it's been 3 months and Natily birthday just passed yesterday so on Friday she wasn't there so I got 2 tlk 2 Michael but it was w.e so him and saniyah were tlking and they were talking bout me and natily so she said 2 him that natily said if he still like me that natily won't care cuz she still had feelings for Johnny and that's kinda fucked up tho like

1. He doesn't like me no more
2, I don't like him

So today is Monday febuary 27 2017 and Michael when we came out of rhi I hugged Luis and he said awwwww I was like stop i said i don't like Luis and everyone saying I do like he my bestfran and all but he is a HOE nfs he cute but I never would date him and he said i don't like u I'm just asking and I wanted 2 say i dont need u 2 like me but I didn't so kersuan ( strawberrie) came out and i asked him do i like Luis and said idk but then asked Michael if he liked me and he said no I'm just sitten here like 😑😑😑😶😞 so anyway I'm walking with him and he telling me about how he srry he didn't say hi 2 me today cuz his girl was being a bitch cuz she think he like Hilda cuz that's his bestfran again and the last time they were bestfrans they went out. So anyway he saying how he wanted 2 carry her binder but she was like no go carry hilda binder and he was trying 2 hug her but she was like no go hug hilda then he said she don't give me no hugs no kisses and I'm here like nigga Idk what 2 tell you I'm not ur girl anymore so you better control her and he was like I'm not comtroling shit so I'm just like 😞😞😞👌👌👌👌👌👌👌

Like I d.a didn't know what he wanted me 2 do like I'm technically not allowed 2 tlk 2 him cuz natily pernodede that he might get back toghther with me like I don't want him no more and he don't want like can I not be friends with my Ex?😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖