Fuck You

Hello, I'm Rizzy Williams and I'm 17 years old. My father is the Alpha of the Dark Dusk pack. I am a nerdy, ugly teenage girl. Boys don't even look my way. They look at my sister, the great Kia Williams, what I don't understand is we look exactly alike and she's the prettier one? How does  that make any sense at all. Are boys just blind, or are they stupid? Sometimes I cry because I don't want to be the girl with all them cats, sitting in my living room eating tuna for breakfast lunch and dinner. But, I cant physically change my face. The thing I like about my sister is that she doesn't give a fuck, boys can call me ugly, unsanitary but she still sits with me at lunch and talks to me in the halls. She's more of a sister to me then half of these girls in Monroe High. I roll out of bed and Kia storms in my room. "Rizzy wear something cute today don't be lazy" she says annoyed. "Not today, don't feel like it." I say, but truth be told I never feel like it, I never wear jeans and a tight shirt with Jordan's? No I'm more of a Nike, loose sweaters and tank top kind of girl and I wish I wasn't But, I cant change me. I get in the shower and get dress. My mom greets me with a forced smile, and my dad sighs. Its normal they keep asking me when I'm to get out of this rut and strut myself as a pretty, smart young lady. I had enough of the lectures this morning so I just head to school. By the way I'm a werewolf if you didn't notice and I find my mate any day now. I want it to happen already so I can go through the rejection phase already. My  sister interrupts my mind. 'What makes you think he going to reject you?' She mind linked me from  her car. 'because have you seen me, that guy would be an idiot to accept me!' I sigh. ' See now that your believing your doing something wrong maybe you should stop being afraid of how people going to act when you brush your hair away from your face and wear clothes that actually fit you and just accept the gazes and the shocked looks.' She was right I needed to change a quick before I find my mate. I walked into homeroom and saw my best friend Abigail. "Hi Abby" I smile and my smile fades. "What's wrong Rizzy?" Abigail stares at me waiting for an answer. "I think its my mate" I barely let out. 'Fuck our mate can't see us like this' My wolf sounds pissed. I turn around and see August Alsina fucking quarterback of  the schools football team. OH FUCK! This isn't going to be good because one his is so popular and I'm the complete opposite of popular.  " Is August your mate?" Abigail asks as smoothly as she can. "I fucking think so" I run out into a classroom,  an empty one and pace. 'Fuck he's such a jock, he'll never accept me' and just as I finished my sentence August had me pinned up against the wall and hover over me. "You know I'm not accepting you right?" August says with his famous make-someone-feel-like-shit smirk. "Duh" is all I can say. I just found out the hottest, and most popular boy in school is my mate. I am the complete opposite of what he is. He looks like he'll belong to Kia. "Your not ugly, your beautiful, your my sister and you  allow yourself to be who you are, I'm not better looking or smarter or anything over you, me and you are equal" I replay what my sister said at the mall last week in my mind. She was right. "Can we just do this the proper way please" I say a little so sassy but I don't give a fuck right now. "I, August Alsina reject you Rizzy Williams as my mate" August said hard and coldly. "I, Rizzy Williams reject you August Alsina as my mate". "Was that hard for you to say Rizzy?" August is such a coward. "Fuck you". I ran out the classroom and headed home. Why was August friends with Martin? Martin was my boy best friend and he was best friend with August but was nothing like him. Martin has the biggest crush on Kia and was so good at hiding it, But August he sees a girl he wants to get with and makes every attempt at getting her. And always get what he wants. I dreaded August I hated him with everything I had. Hatred was so strong I couldn't even look at him. August is Alpha of the Apex Moon Pack and is required to have a mate that accepts him and loves him unconditionally But I just don't fit for that job. "What can I do I was born this way, ugly and stupid" Rizzy complains to her much prettier sister Kia. "No, no your not you allow yourself to be and look like this person, you allow people to diss you and disrespect you. But, that stops now get your stuff where giving you a makeover"